Trouble. (A One Direction Fan Fic)

Chapter 9.

T R O U B L E .

CHAPTER 9.

N I C O L E ' S  P O V

I shouldn't have told him. I shouldn't had been so blunt about it. I knew he would care. I mean, Liam Payne is the most caring guy. It is not like I wanted to push him away. I didn't. He left a few minutes ago and I'm sitting here without him next to me. He was suppose to help me. I thought we would get to know him better. I thought that everything would be awesome, but no. I'm alone with a broken arm and nothing to do. Gosh, why am I such a screw up? Seriously.

Ever since I was little I had always been the reason something bad happened. I was bad, the house burns down. I trip, my keyboard falls and breaks. I do weed, I loose someone who means a lot to me. As you can see, I'm not very good with others. I just wish that he would come bursting through the door and we could kiss and everything would be okay, but it looks like that isn't going to happen anytime. This isn't some cliche fan fiction. This is my life. This is me loosing the guy I had some feelings for.

Maybe this was a sign? That I was never meant for Liam. He was suppose to be just a memory that I can talk about when I get older. Tell my kids I met the world famous Liam Payne. That their mommy made a simple, yet very bad, mistake that caused him to leave her. That she wasn't a good person. Maybe this was the sign I need to change my ways? I just... I just don't know anymore. All I know is that I wish I had a few more minutes to explain to him that I need him.

What the heck am I talking about? I'm getting all sappy on myself. I'm tearing myself down and I need to stay strong. He is just a wimp who can't handle the truth. The truth that many can't. Only the strong ones will understand we don't live in a world that everything is rainbows and unicorns. We live in poverty and death. Well, not 'we'. I do. I live in a bad place surrounded by bad people. But this is where I belong. I don't belong in some make believe land that is surrounded with tour buses and screaming girls. Their world.

I wish I belonged in their world. That everything was just perfect and nothing went wrong. That I found a place I belonged...with LIam. With the others. With people who accept me. Where I can be known as something other than a little whore. That's what I'm know as now. The people know me here from what I have done. I walked the street corners for a few years. They think I'm gross and unlovable. When really? I'm as pure as they are. I have seen my fair share of... you know.. THAT, but I have never done anything else. Judgement kills people.

I want to be with him, so much.. but he doesn't want to be with me..

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L I A M ' S         P O V .

A few hours of driving, and countless phone calls to people I normally don't talk to later... I found out the perfect plan to help Nicole. She'll be angry. She will deny it. But I know what I'm going to do will be best for all of us. Mainly for her though. I want her to get better because I promised myself I'm  not going to give up on her like she Is expecting. I'll fight for her. The first step is to get her off that terrible stuff.. and I know the best way to make that happen..

"To; Nicole.

Hey, Nicole we need to talk. Meet me up at McDonalds. I promise, it won't be long..

Love,

Liam."

I texted her that, being hopeful she will respond soon. Hopefully she won't completly ignore me. I left in a bad way...

"To; Liam.

I would go. But I'm kinda not allowed to drive... adn I'm afraid to walk by myself. So, looks like thats a no.

-Nicole."

"To; Nicole.

I'll be there in 10 to pick you up.

-Li. "

Now hopefuly she will be ready... I got in my car and drove to her house fast...

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N I C O L E ' S    P O V    A G A I N.

I don't understand why Liam wants to meet up. He stormed out on me and it seemed like he was pretty mad. He left me at my weakest point and now he is wanting to talk about it over Mcdonalds? I just don't know anymore.

I accepted. Because he was already on his way and I didn't know what to do...  so here I am in Liam's car driving to Mcdonalds... or, I thought.. until he missed the turn.

"Liam, McDonalds was the last turn." I said, He didn't look at me he just said;

"I know where I am going..." The next thing I knew we were turning into the place I wouldn't ever dreaming about going....

A Rehab Center.

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so, what are you opinions? Was he in the wrong for taking her there? or should he?

Is she going to be mad? or surprised? or greatful? or happy?

:) Yall are amazing. (:

xoxox

-1dfanfics__x

also known as the girl who is really sick right now.