Nathan's Diary

Chapter 2: Diary Entry's Part 2

June 9, 2020:

I saw Joanna today at the group publishing. Why haven't I enjoyed her presence as much as I wanted to today? Maybe it's because I'm moving soon. The only time I enjoyed being around her was when I was hypnotized. Is this normal? I'll ask my mom at dinner and let you know tomorrow.

I don't really wanna talk about what happened at the group publishing today, so I'll sign off and get ready for dance class. Maybe I'll enjoy Joanna's presence again tomorrow. If not, I'll tell her and ask her if that's normal or not.

June 10, 2020:

Still no happiness in Joanna's presence, so I asked her. My mom said it could be because I'm getting tired of her presence, but I don't believe that for a second. Joanna said its not normal and that she'll try and figure out a way to fix it. I'm glad I told her.

Still no group publishing update, so I'll sign off. I'll update tomorrow after the group publishing and let you know what Joanna says.

June 11, 2020:

Joanna told me it could be a sign of corruption or depression. I think depression is the more likely of the two, seeing as how I'll have to write her a letter, explaining everything and give it to her tomorrow. I can't believe I haven't been cherishing my time and memories with her! I'll really try and cherish them tomorrow. I'll sign off for now to get dressed for dance class and update tomorrow after the group publishing.

June 12, 2020:

I can't believe that today was the last time I'll ever see Joanna! She acted a little weird after I gave her the note. She started tearing up after she read it and it absolutely broke my heart! Then she kissed me! Somehow, it brought back some of that happiness I've been wondering about. I'm gonna miss her so much! Her lips were so warm! That kiss felt so good, I almost couldn't stand it.

She whispered something into my ear after she broke away: "Fate will bring us back together if we're meant to be." What does she mean by that? Somehow, that one sentence brought a warm shiver down my spin. It was so weird.

Joanna hypnotized me, so I couldn't move and only released me once she knew my mom had a firm grip on my arm. I know it was hard for her to do. I saw a tear slip down her face as she was doing it, and it broke my heart to see her upset! As good as it felt and as bad I felt for her, I can't believe she did that.

Anyway, I need to start packing all my stuff. We leave early tomorrow morning. I'll sign off and let you know when we get to the new house.

June 16, 2020:

Just got my sleeping bag in my new room, so I can finally update. We got to the new house about three-four hours ago.

I couldn't stop thinking about Joanna on the way here. It's only been three-four days and I already miss her!

I looked up that warm, fuzzy feeling I kept having throughout the group publishing and it said that I might have a crush on her. Looks like I can't tell her, because one, I moved away. It would be impossible unless she was a kids messenger app. And two, we're best friends so it would probably burn our friendship to the ground and I don't want that to happen.

I'll sign off now so I can get some sleep. I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow.

July 4, 2021:

I know, its been a long time since I updated, but the move here was stressful and I didn't want the rest of diary to be filled with complaints about the move. I discovered the other day that I'm not much of a journal person, so this'll be my last entry. This was useful during the group publishing and early on in the move here.