Domestication in love

Trauma

its been two weeks since Tony attacked.

Will heaves a sigh sitting in his and Liams truck. he looks out the windshield. its raining and cold outside. the skys dark gray, overcast, and little drips of icey water are steadily leaking from the thick clouds above. he lets out a slow breath, mentally steeling himself, as he climbs out of the truck. he heads over towards the group of people he'd been avoiding, slowly. he doesn't want to be here. why were they making him be here?

"hey, you okay?" Sam asks softly, walking over to him. Will nods slightly, but its a lie. he feels numb. he doesn't want to be here for this.

"don't worry, everythings going to be fine." Orion assures gently, patting Wills shoulder. Will looks over at him with a sigh.

"yeah, I guess so." Will mutters.

"where's Liam?" Rafael asks, looking over.

"he's on his way. y'know we had to ride separate." Will mutters. Rafael nods, moving when Jack pushes him out of the way to hug Will reassuringly.

"he always has to make sure your safe, even with Tony dead." Jack murmurs, smiling slightly. Will pushes away from him, wrapping his arms tightly around himself.

"do I really need to be here for this?" Will ask.

"it'll give you some closure." Orion says.

"I don't want closure." Will says.

"no, but you need it." Orion soothes.

"everyone needs closure Will. Sam went to Nathans funeral." Michael says softly.

"Nathans funeral was fucking different." Will snaps. Jack pulls him back into another hug, holding him gently.

"I know its hard and you don't want to be here, but Will, we're here for you." Jack soothes softly. Will shakes his head.

"I want to go home." Will mutters, turning back towards the truck. he pauses as a black hearse pulls up. Will freezes, blood running cold. he stares as they pull the casket out. Orion, Rafael, Jack, Marco, Sam, and Michael grab hold of the casket and start bringing it towards him. Will feels a rush of confusion. why are they carrying Tonys casket?

"come on Will." Noah says gently, leading WIll over towards the hole in the ground. "they'll make sure Liam gets over here safe and sound." Noah says softly. Will feels as though he's physically stopped breathing. its not Tonys funeral, its Liams. its his husbands funeral. Will stumbles, Noah quickly catching him, as he watches them carry his husband to his final resting place.

"no..." Will trails, shoving away from Noah. he runs at the casket, unwilling to believe his husband is dead. Orion turns, once setting the casket down, and grabs hold of Will gently.

"come on. you can't lay all over the casket again Will. they already gave you an extra day with him. they can't give you anymore. its time for you to let him go." Rafael says softly.

"no! I can't! thats my husband! you let me go! he's not dead I know he isn't! Liam! LIAM! Liam don't do this to me!" Will shouts, sobbing as he tries to shove his way away from them.

"Will he's gone. he bled out in surgery. he's gone." Sam says softly.

"NO HE'S NOT STOP SAYING THAT!" Will shouts. "HE'S NOT DEAD THATS NOT HIM! LIAM! LIAM WHERE ARE YOU?!" Will shouts, struggling with Orion.

"he's gone Will." Jack says as firmly as he can.

"he can't be! he promised me! he can't be gone! let me go!" Will screams as they drag him away from the casket. "Liam! Liam!! baby answer me!" Will screams. Rafael grabs his face, forcing him to look at him.