Let Me Be (Lesbian Story)

Chapter 6

Camille's POV

I finished all my classes this morning. I was alone in my classroom while checking my student's test papers, it was almost lunch, so I just ate my sandwich while checking the papers. I looked at the door when someone knocked.

I slowly walked and opened the door. I frowned when a dozen red roses faced me, covering the person holding the roses.

"Uhm...can I help you?" I asked.

"I'm here to ask you if you can come with me and eat outside?"

My breath hitched when I heard that voice.

She slowly put down the red roses and sweetly smiled at me.

"W-What are you doing here? You don't have work?"

"I asked mom if I could take a day off for today. I want to see you no matter what. Here, it's for you." Helen reaches out the red roses to me.

I look at the red roses. It's my favorite flower. It's been two months since I left the house. Nicole is weekly coming to my apartment. Helen still doesn't tell her the truth. Helen always brings her flowers and chocolate through the delivery service. She doesn't know where my apartment is, so the delivery always comes to my work.

My students and co-teachers tease me because of that. This time, Helen came to visit me in person.

I grabbed the flower and put it on my table. Helen smiled, but I didn't bother to look at her.

"I already eat. Thank you for your time," I said.

"You eat a sandwich. It's not healthy at all."

"As long as I don't starve myself, it's already enough," I said while putting the flowers on my flower vase, don't say anything, but I still hate my wife. I'm weak when it comes to flowers.

"I already asked permission from your boss to take you out. You are excused for the day."

I stop arranging the flowers. "What?"

"You heard me."

"What did you do to get my boss's permission?

"A free meal to her family in their favorite restaurant."

I faced palmed myself. What kind of boss is that?

"Let's go. I already call for a reservation." It was too late when Helen grabbed my bag.

I have no choice but to come with her. We quietly sat in her car. I look outside the window.

"I miss you," Helen said while focusing her eyes on the road.

I didn't respond and still looking outside the window.

"I have one week leave next week. I also requested your boss to give you a one-week leave too."

This time I finally looked at her and glared at her. "What?! Why are you deciding my life?! You have no right!"

"I have a right! I'm still your wife!"

"No, your not anymore!"

"Yes, it is. We are not divorced, for fuck sake!"

"We will, soon..."

Then suddenly, Helen parked the car where no houses were.

"We are not getting a divorce, Cam."

"Why are you so persistent? This is your freedom too. You can oogle to other people and have sex with them without thinking of us. Divorce is your freedom and mine too."

Helen glared at me and grabbed my hand. She gripped it tightly. I winced because it was getting hurt.

"Never!" Then suddenly, she smashed her lips on me. I moaned when she entered her tongue inside my mouth.

I tried to stop her, but the kiss deepened. Her minty breath, her soft lips, I missed this so much. I didn't notice that I was kissing her back. Our tongue is fighting for dominance.

I slowly sat on her lap. Our mouths didn't leave each other. I moaned when I felt her two hands massaging my breast. My body is betraying me; my body never forgets Helen's touch.

"God...I missed this. I missed you so much.." Helen whispered to me while her hands lifted my pencil skirt. She slowly kissed me on my jaw down to my neck.

I felt her fingers touch my wet core and slowly move it inside me. I bit my lips to stop my moan wanting to escape.

"Honey...let it out.." Helen keeps thrusting inside of me. I feel three fingers go into me.

"S-Shit!" I wrapped my hands around her neck and leaned my forehead on her shoulder. My back arched when I felt she reached my G-spot and kept pumping it.

"Let it go...honey.." Helen bit my earlobe and slightly sucked it.

I closed my eyes tightly when my insides clenched. "H-Helen.." I breathe out when I feel my release come out.

I was breathing hard while I was still on her lap. I just did it to her.

"Honey...I love you so much.."

I wipe my sweats on my forehead, and I slowly fix myself. I move away from her lap and sit again on the car seat. I look at myself in the mirror to make sure I look presentable.

"This...thing happened to us..let's forget it. Let's go and eat so I can go home." I said while looking outside again.

Helen didn't say anything. It took minutes before she started the engine again and drove off.

This is proof that I love Helen. My heart is so weak when it comes to her. Should I give her a chance? Can I forget the time I caught her cheating on me? No, it can't be right at all. I lost my self-respect. For now, Helen wins. But next time, this won't happen again.

We went to our favorite restaurant. They always go to this place when they are on a date. Since when was the last time, they visited here? I already forgot.

"Oh, I'm happy to see you again, Helen, Camille. I thought you forgot about my place." The owner, Mr. Xavier, while pouting at us.

I forced a smile at him while Helen just laughed. "We're sorry, we've been busy and don't have much time to go out," Helen answered while her hands were on my waist.

"It's fine, as long as you here, pick up your dessert. It's on the house. Enjoy, ladies." Mr. Xavier winked at us and finally left us alone.

I removed her hands from my waist and sat on my chair. I look at the menu.

"We're going to a private beach next week. I already prepared everything."

I didn't respond and called the waiter to order.

Silence fell at our table while I was looking at my phone. I texted Beth about Helen's plan for next week.

Beth: don't go🤬

Me: she already got my leave to my boss😔

Beth: I'll go with you and George

Me: thank u 🥰

"I'll bring Beth and George. If you want me to come with you, I need them to come with me," I said.

Helen's face darkens. She held the cup of water tightly and didn't speak. Our food came. We eat without saying a word to each other.