Travis Phoenix: Part Three

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Days turned into weeks, and Travis's presence became a constant in Perdita's life. He spent hours at her bedside, engaging in soft conversations, reading her favorite books, and tending to her needs. The moments of connection were small yet profound, reminding him of the bond they shared across lifetimes.

As winter's chill settled over the landscape, Travis found solace in the simple routine he had established. He would read to Perdita, recounting stories of far-off lands and magical adventures. One day, he picked up a well-worn copy of "Peter Pan" from the bedside table. Its pages were yellowed with age, and the cover was slightly tattered.

He began to read aloud, his voice carrying the whimsical tale of a boy who refused to grow up, who sought adventure in Neverland. He could see a faint smile playing on Perdita's lips as she listened, her gaze fixed on some distant memory.

As he turned the pages, a change came over Perdita. Her eyes became distant yet focused, as if she were seeing something beyond the confines of her room. Travis paused, sensing that something profound was happening. "Perdita?" he whispered, gently placing the book aside.

Her gaze met his, and in that moment, a spark of recognition ignited within her eyes. "Tristen," she breathed, her voice carrying a mixture of wonder and emotion. Her frail hand reached out to touch his, her fingers trembling. Memories seemed to flicker in her gaze, like a distant constellation slowly coming into view.

"Tristen... my Tristen," she murmured, her voice wavering yet certain. Travis continued to read, and with each passing word, a memory emerged from the depths of Perdita's mind. She spoke of a young boy named Tristen, her foster son who had embraced the world with a childlike wonder. He had been fascinated by the story of Peter Pan, of a boy who could fly and never grow up. Perdita's voice trembled as she shared memories of that summer-the games of make-believe, the laughter that echoed in the air, and the feeling that time was suspended in those precious moments.

"He thought he would stay young forever, and in a sense he got his wish," Perdita murmured, her gaze distant yet focused. "He will forever be flying in the stars. My young Tristen." Travis slowly started to see that something seemed wrong. Her heart beat began to slow down as show started to struggle for breath. He pressed the emergency button to call for a nurse but it was too late. Tears streamed down Travis's face as he listened to Perdita's words. He continued to hold her hand, listening to her fading breaths. In those final moments, he felt a sense of closure, knowing that the connection they shared had spanned lifetimes.

Perdita's eyes closed for the last time, and a peaceful stillness settled over the room. Tristen sat there, his heart heavy with grief yet touched by the beauty of their shared journey. For a moment he forgot who he was.

"Tristen?" The nurse said.

"Tristen. I'm going to need you to leave the room now I'm sorry." Tristen stepped out of the room for the last time knowing his job was done. He couldn't bare to return to that place anymore. As he walked home he looked out at the stars beginning to twinkle in the sky. He felt a sense of peace wash over him. He knew that, like Peter Pan, some parts of the soul could remain forever young, forever soaring among the stars. And in the quiet of that night, he whispered a heartfelt farewell to the woman who had touched his heart across time, grateful for the memories that bound them together. Things were not over...

The night was quiet as Travis returned home after the day's events. His mind was a whirlwind of emotions, the memory of Perdita's passing still fresh in his thoughts. Something had changed within him, a shift that he couldn't quite explain.

As he settled into the stillness of his apartment, memories began to resurface, like fragments of a long-forgotten dream. Images of laughter in a sunlit yard, a woman named Perdita, a feeling of safety-he could almost taste them, like whispers on the edge of his consciousness.

Sitting by the window, Travis felt a strange sense of yearning, a pull towards something just beyond his grasp. It was as if the dam holding back his memories was starting to crack, allowing the flood of recollections to seep in.

He knew he needed to do something about it. The need to understand his own experiences compelled him to pick up his phone. With a deep breath, he dialed a number he hadn't called before-the number of Lily, the woman whose name had stirred something deep within him.

"Hello?" a voice answered on the other end.

Travis cleared his throat, his voice steadying.

"Hi, this is Travis. We met the other day when I helped your daughter, Emma."

Recognition tinged her voice.

"Oh, yes, Travis. Is everything alright?"

He paused, choosing his words carefully.

"I'd like to meet and talk, if that's alright."

Lily hesitated for a moment.

"Sure, I suppose that's fine. Where would you like to meet?"

They agreed on a nearby coffee shop, and Travis hung up the phone with a mix of anticipation and unease. As he prepared to leave, a rush of memories flooded his mind. Lives beyond his own, fleeting glimpses of faces and places, a range of emotions he couldn't quite place.

Travis found himself sitting at home, his mind in turmoil. The idea of meeting Lily felt too daunting, too risky. The flood of memories he was experiencing, the fragmented glimpses into different lives, was overwhelming.

His head throbbed with a mix of emotions and images-laughter in sunlit gardens, the embrace of loved ones. The words echoed in his mind.

"Ms. Perdita, can I can I call you mom?"

"Tristen, you can call me whatever feels right for you..."

"My name is Lily..."

"Happy Birthday Spencer!"

"Alright little buddy, I will be right back."

"Richard, Put the knife down!"

His fingers clenched the edge of the table as he grappled with the weight of his own mind. What was happening to him? Was he losing his sanity, his grip on reality?

The thought of meeting Lily, of admitting the strange experiences he was going through, was too much to bear. Doubt gnawed at him, and a sense of vulnerability crept over him like a shadow.

He stood up abruptly, his heart pounding in his chest. The walls of his apartment seemed to close in on him, suffocating him with the weight of the memories he couldn't comprehend. Another voice, one familiar but distant came to him.

"Don't let your self do it again, those lives we have taken... so many lives. If you remember this, you have to end your self now!" Then, the most unsettling image surged forward-an image of himself holding a knife, the metallic glint tainted by crimson. His mind recoiled from the scene, the horror of the image radiating through his very core. As the night deepened, Travis made a decision-His mind was going mad.

"You are a killer! Don't let your self do it again!"

He would stay put, keeping the chaos within him contained, and as he sat there, his head aching with the weight of memories and visions, a haunting question formed at the forefront of his thoughts, its echoes resounding like a haunting refrain.

"Who am I?"

He looked down to see his arms dripping red, everything began to fade away.

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