From Enemies to lovers to lovers to strangers 

Chapter 8

We went downstairs and ate some food and we all just chilled for abit. Georg and Gustav had went to play poker with some friends.

"Oh by the way Tara me and bill are going on a date night tonight could you and Tom watch hazel for us?" Sarah asked.

"Of course!" I replied and Sarah smiled and went to get ready.

Tom came into the living room confused.

"I heard my name?" He said.

"Sarah and bill are going out so me and you are watching hazel tonight" I replied.

"Oh ok" he replied and went over to hazel and picked her up.

"She is getting so big!" He said.

"I know she out grew the outfits me and Sarah got her last week all ready!" I replied.

Sarah and bill left around 8pm leavening me and Tom with hazel. I gave her a bath and fed her like we always do and let her play before putting her to bed.

Tom came into the room as hazel was playing on toms bed.

"If she is sick on my bed Tara I will kill you!" He said making me laugh.

"No she is fine I just burped her" I replied.

"Ok good, I'm sick of being sick on" Tom chuckled as he sat down next to hazel and played with her as I took my makeup off.

I heard hazel laughing. I turned around and saw Tom spinning her around. He was smiling at her as she laughed at Tom. I just watched at how good he was with her. Tom saw me looking and put hazel Down.

"Why did you put her down she was loving it" I laughed.

"I don't know" to replied.

I took hazel to bill and Sarah's room and bounced her in my arms as I sang to her. She was in a small pink blanket and a small dummy/pacifier. She looked so cute as she slowly fell asleep in my arms. It made me think about what Tom told me at the hospital when Sarah was in labour. That he wanted a baby of his own one day. I looked back down a hazel and she looked just like bill. And I knew she would have Sarah's sass when she is old enough to speak. I felt my eyes getting watery so I put hazel down in her bed and wiped my face.

Sarah and bill would be back soon so I just went downstairs and put a movie on to pass the time. I fell asleep not long after but woke up to someone poking me. I opened my eyes and saw bill.

"Oh shit I didn't mean to fall asleep" I said and sat up.

"No it's fine hazel is still asleep" bill said and sat down next to me.

"So I know you are leaving soon but I wanted to ask you if you wanted to move back in, you know since you and Tom look like you have made up now" bill asked looking nervous for my reply.

I thought about it.

"I don't know yet, if I change my mine I will tell you but right now I am leaving in about a week" I replied and bill looked down.

"Ok, well me and Sarah are going to sleep now thanks for watching hazel" bill replied and hugged me before going upstairs.

I put my face in my hands, I don't know if I want to go back. I love hazel and how I can see Sarah every day but I feel like an extra person here now.

(3 days later)

I woke up in the middle of the night since my stomach was killing me. I knew it was probably my period since it was due any day. I went to the bathroom and the second I got in there I started being sick. My cramps can get bad enough to the point of me being sick but it hadn't happened in a while. I just look some pain medicine and went back to sleep. Me and Tom slept in his bed together now so no one is alone downstairs. I kept waking up from the pain in my stomach and every time I moved I felt like I needed to throw up. So I just laid in bed on my phone most of the night.