The End Of A Star |Tsukasa angst|

/7\ Jishoumushoku

Tsukasa POV:

I guess it's time to put an end to this circus 🤹‍♂️, everyone hates me even the God's indicates that they hate me,  I should just die, life even hates me doesn't it?

I'm sorry Saki, Rui, Nene, Emu, Toya and Akito

I decided to write a letter for everyone so everyone sees how useless i am, so weak and pathetic

Nobody's POV:

Tsukasa decided to write a letter 📝 for everyone to read 📖 before he'll unalive himself. His life was hard 🖐 for him, for him he was like a shadow in the darkness, after shows when he was going to school he heard people talking about him and heard gossips about him. He still remember clearly how Nene always covered her ears with her hands and how she always called him "loud", "noisy" and "annoying". The worst he heard her say was "Jerk"
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Ruis POV:

Everything was like yesterday, Tsukasa was nowhere to be seen again, at this point i'm just worried sick about him. He's not answering to my calls not even my messages, he's getting me worried

I'm just scared about my star i love him deeply, but now he's just worrying me Goddamn it Rui you need to do something about it

Right, I just need to go to his house and he'll be there. I got out from my room and walked towards the front door, I put my shoes on and my coat and twisted the doorknob open, just to see Nene standing there, she looked like she was about to knock

(Rui, Nene)

"Oh hi Rui, I was about to ask you about something"

"What is that thing Nene?"

"...wanna go see if Tsukasa is okay with me?"

"I was just about to do that fufu~ but you may join me"

I closed the door to my house and me and Nene started to walk towards the direction of Tsukasa's house

After some HOURS we got there, if we took the bus it would be faster but  they were repairing the road so we had to walk, I decided to knock no response, at this point I was just knocking. It was time to take action

Nene suddenly stepped in saying that she knows how to get in beacuse she saw some sketchy YT shorts video where they used a trick to open the door but the trick worked and we got in

As soon as we got in i rushed upstairs and right into Tsukasa's room, it was unlocked so we were able to get inside, i wish i didn't have to see what's inside, just Tsukasa's lifeless body lying on the floor, it looked like he hanged himself, no way this has to be a dream

Me and Nene were frozen in place, but then i noticed two notes on his desk one seemed to be from Saki and one seemed to be his.., I took the one that was written by Tsukasa, and read it with Nene

It said:

"Dear anyone that reads this, i'm sorry for being so selfish, useless, pathetic and loud. I regret kicking Nene from the group that was the worst thing a leader should do, if I didn't do that i wouldn't fail anyone, but my Ego took over me and I kicked Nene out. It was hard for me to say goodbye to everyone that I love expecially Rui. I'm sorry Saki for leaving you but our parents will appreciate my non-existence."

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This doesn't sound like Tsukasa at all, he was always cheerful, happy and always helped others no..this has to be a dream or a bad prank right? This...this cannot be real! No no no! Why! Why Tsukasa of all people.

Tears were steaming from my face and I heard Nene sobbing, while calling someone maybe Saki. To tell her, her loss. I guess this is real

I fell to my knees and crawled to Tsukasa to hold him one last time, even tho he wasn't alive at this point he was still alive in my heart.

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I didnt think of anything else to continue this with so this is the end, I might add some chapters that will have this "flashback effect" from Tsukasa's childhood, btw these flashbacks will be all invented by me and I hope you enjoyed 👍