as usual on holidays i woke up late and was moving here and there like a drunk person .... my mids exam are within 15 days and here i was wasting my time ... idk but i really don't like to study during the whole 1st half ... i mean i just don't like studying that time .... on the other hand no one is home ...father out for office and mum was at her friends place and as we all know .... mums will take forever to even finish a conversation mannn .... so i was all alone with my lappy nothing to do plus seeing post and snaps ... stories.... whatsapp status .... NEW DRESSES .... RELATIVES ... PHOTOS.... SIBLINGS... COUSINS ..... TRADITIONAL FOOD SWEETS ....ETC ETC ... and here when i even look outside my window there is a pigeon giving me a side eye look .... i was kinda depressed ... i have been already depressed for not having a sibling my whole life and now !!! i dont even have my parents nor my friends ....
2nd thing ... thats nothing that particularly happened to me ... it just my destiny or my mindset .... i was with my friend sushma .. to play badminton .... on th way we joined other 2 friend ..samar and kartik .... kartik gave sushma a chocolate for giving him a rakhi ..... and kartik was my 1st crush .... we also had a big fight in between ... and we are still not normal with each other .... idk but ...am confused should i be jealous ??? but am not feeling that ... more like its overwhelming ..... now you would think ... why wont give rakhi to any other friend as a brother ... lets talk about it in next part
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how lonely i am
Humortoday is rakshabandhan ( Indian festivals celebrated to have a brother as a protector ) and being the single child with almost broken contact with the relatives.... just sharing my thoughts of being so leftout
