18 Reasons To Love

18 ʀᴇᴀꜱᴏɴꜱ ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ

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It was the new year's Eve in just minutes and I was sitting in the terrace with my guitar on my lap.
You are sitting in front of me, waiting to hear to me playing the guitar.

Your eyes shined under the beautiful night sky showing how excited you are to hear to me playing.....

The cold breeze kissed our faces but the warm smile on your face never faded.
I took a deep breath and heaved a big sigh before my fingers strummed on the strings of the guitar......
And my lips started to sing the song....

"Boy you're such a lost cause ..!
Now your name is crossed off!
How you gonna fix this..?
You can't even fix yourself!
It was almost two years
That I chose to spend here
All alone on New Year's
Thinkin' "What the hell?"
I don't wanna break your thread and needle
Tryna stitch you, but I can't, I refuse
Shouldn't loved you, but I couldn't help it
Had a feeling that you never felt it
I always knew that you were too damn selfish
Don't know why I looked the other way
I wanted you to change, yeah
Shouldn't loved you but I couldn't help it!
Always knew that you were too damn selfish......."

A tear slipped out of my eye as your warm smile faded and turned into a worried one.

"You still didn't moved on right?" You questioned while your eyes showed pure sadness.

"It's not like what you think tae-"
You didn't let me finish.

"Date me"
You simply said as you searched for the answer in my eyes.
But I don't wanna get fooled by another beautiful doe eyes, just one heart break is enough for me.

You tilted your head cutely while pouting your lips, straightly looking into my eyes, only to make my heart flutter as i didn't answered for your confession.

I lowered my head to avoid the sparkling gaze from your beautiful eyes.
Yeah that's because I don't want another heart break !

"No! I can't Taehyun! We just met a week ago and here you are asking me to date you already!. See Taehyun! I shared you about my personal life cuz I really consider you as my best friend and nothing more than that" I spat at you Coldly as I tried to walk away when you grabbed my wrist saying.....

"Choi Zaiva! Just give me 18 days! I'll show you 18 reasons to love!"

You suddenly pulled my wrist which made me to stumble back as my back hit your chest when you snaked your arms around my waist and whispered the last words in my ear "I swear".

"Let's see!"

Those are the words left my mouth before walking away from you.

Am I supposed to say this?
But it's not wrong to giving it a try right?