I arrive in Utah highly anticipating the moment I erase this little fucker from this planet. I find his address on FB. What a fool. Though he could not have had any thoughts that I was coming. Their's no way he could have ever known I was tuned into him like antennas on an old black and white Zenith television. That I was about to colorize his bland old movie to a motion picture alive with full technicolors.
I wanted to rid him of this earth just like one of those old living room televisions. Render him extinct like the dinosaurs.
Fuck playing the whole tape through. Fast forward to the part where I exterminate him.
Turn the channel on his life to death. Erase him from the chalkboard and be free to approach her.
For he has become an antique in my mind. His coexisting life must be retired. Now he shall become a forgotten memory in hers.
Something more reminiscent to a figment of her imagination that fades away and withers just as a dead flower does. One with no significance. Not seasonal and never to bloom again.
He is just a little obstacle I must face. I consider this a challenge. For this is the first of its kind to me. Like a shark exploring new territory in the ocean to find new prey. I am crossing new boundaries with this one.
I start following him home from his job at the gun and ammo store. What a perfect situation. Knowing all the tools I could use to fulfill both mine and his destiny. This was about to get really interesting. For this will be the first male I have ever killed. I'm going to make this a good one.
I'm waiting outside the store in which he works. It's 5:45 p.m. and he's about to close up shop. I know he's parked in the back because I've seen his car on Facebook. So I changed my position to the back of the store. Checking the back entrance, and by God it's open. I creep inside and hide behind a shelf full of stock items. On that shelf is a great big hunting knife, handcuffs, tape, and rope. Ideal tools for the job at hand. Let the game begin.
