I Just Kinda Gave Up On Chapter Names So I'm Just Leaving It As This. Baii
~Emma~
I stop in the middle of the hall way and uncover my mouth. I take a deep breath and lean my back against the wall. I slide down until my butt hits the ground, and I bring my knees to my chest
I shouldn't have even let him come tall to me, I knew I would regret it
But why am I the one crying? I mean, I don't know, I'm so confused. I didn't really cheat on anyone, Hayes cheated on Amber. Crawford and I are going on a date tonight, so I don't know what kind of label we have right now
"Em?" A voice interrupts my thoughts "Why are you crying?" Cameron asks kneeling down infront of me. I shake my head and wipe my tears with my hands
"Nothing," I sniffle "I'm fine" I say standing up
"You sure?" He asks. I nodd my head and cross my arms, but he pulls me into a hug. I feel the cuts on my wrist rub against his t-shirt and I hold in the cries of pain that caused me. He lets go
"I gotta go" I say, he nodds and we tell each other bye and go our separate ways
I feel my pocket vibrate as I walk. I pull it out and stop walking
"Hello?" I say starting to walk back to my room, praying Hayes isn't their
"Hey, what's wrong?" Crawford asks
"Nothing, I'm fine. Uhm what's up?" I ask reaching my room
"You still up for the movies?" He asks
"Absolutely, uhm. When were wanting to, meet up?" I ask opening my door, Hayes is gone and a wave of relief comes over me
"What time works for you?" He asks, he's so sweet
"Depends on what movie, why don't you come back over and we can look at what movie. I just, really need someone to talk to" I say sitting on my bed and playing with my hair
"On my way" he says, I smile
"Okay" I say quietly
"Okay" He replies. I hang up and get out my laptop
I look on some websites until theirs a knock on my door. I slide off my bed and walk to the door
"Oh, hey Sis" I say letting Katie in and closing the door behind her
"Well you seem happy to see me" she says plopping on my bed, I plop right next to her
"I am, it's just I- have a headache" I say
"Okayy... So, I wanted to talk to you about something" she says
Oh god, did find out? Did Mahogany tell her about my wrist? Me cutting? Katie would kill me if she found out
"About what?" I ask
"The little talk you and Hayes had a while ago. You told him about what happened while Matt was gone? Emma that was suppossd to me a secret" she says
"I'm sorry, I just didn't have anything to say to him" I say pushing my laptop away and bring my knees to my chest
"Nothing to say? So you brought me up?" She asks, she's getting pissed
"You know, this really doesn't involve you so could you please just drop it?" I snap
"Actually it does involve me if you brought up me and my problems" she says
"You don't understand" I say standing up
"I don't understand what Emma? What isn't there to not understand? That you just want to bring up my problems just to cover up your own?" She yells
"What do you cover up my own?" I ask
"I've seen your wrist, I'm not stupid Emma" she says the last part quieter
"Then," I cross my arms "why haven't you said anything to me?" I ask
"Because, it's your problem" she says, I stay quiet
"I'm sure Hayes would like to know about this too, huh?" She says standing up. Before I can say anything the door opens up and Crawford walks in
"Hey, you okay?" He asks walking straight to me and pulling me into a hug
Please don't tell anyone I mouth to Katie, she rolls her eyes
"I'm gonna go finish packing" she says quietly and leaves. I love my sister, but Matt is gonna find out sooner or later
"So uh, wanna look at movies?" I ask
"Sure"
We walk over and sit on my bed looking through my laptop for a good movie
"Why were you crying earlier? On the phone" he asks looking at me
"It was nothing" I say not looking at him
"Tell me" he says
"I already told you" I said, why is he so worried
"Emma," he closes ny laptop and takes it away from me setting it on the desk "please. I care about you, a lot. I just want you to tell me" he says
I look at him and he looks back.with pleading eyes
"We're leaving tomorrow" I lie. It's actually not a lie, we leave for Seattle tomorrow afternoon
"Really?" He asks. I nodd and look down
"Then, no movie" he says standing up
"Are you leaving?" I ask, he laughs a little
"No, we're leaving" he says, I smile and he grabs my hand
~Katie~ Oh Shiet
After me and Emma's "talk" I go back to me and Matts room and finish packing
"Hey baby" Matt says smiling at me, god I misssd him
"Are you done packing yet?" I ask getting out all of my clothes from the drawers
"Almost, you?" He asks
"Yeah" I say. I lay out some clothes for tomorrow. A white shirt with a soft orange jacket, some gray sweatpants, and white vans
"Baby, are you okay?" Matt asked walking over to me
"Yeah I uh, I'm just. I don't know" I say letting tears fall
"Woah woah woah, did I say something? Do something? Baby what's wrong!" Matt says freaking out
"I can't believe she does this shit" I cry harder
"Who does what baby?" Matt asks rubbing my back, he knows it calms me down
"Emma, cuts" I say quietly
"Emma? No" Matt says
"Don't believe me? Go see for yourself" I snap
Matt tells me he'll be back and runs out
What did I just do
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