Chapter 17

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~Emma~

I woke up and stretched. I still had the bear in my arms and my hair was a mess. I went over to the bathroom and brused my hair and teeth and pulled my hair back in a pony tail

"Emma!" I hear someone yell and banging coming from the other side of the door. I quickly walk out of the bathroom to the door

"Matt, what's wrong?" I ask as Matt rushes in and runs to my drawers on my nightstand

"MATT WHAT THE HELL THATS MY STUFF YOU'RE GOING THROUGH" I yell and run over to him until he stops and I do the same

He turns to me with the scissors in his hands

Shit

~Katie~

I wake up to our door slamming shut. I lift up my head and look beside me, Matts gone. I hurry out of bed and get my slippers on and run out of the room

I run down the hall to Aaron and Taylors room and knock on the door. Usually the boys always meet in here or Nash and Hayes' room

The door opens revealing a shirtless Taylor. I keep my eyes on his. He shoots up once he sees me, probably half asleep and finally realzing he's shirtless infront of me

"Kat what's wrong?" He asks, concern written on his fae

"Is Matt in here?" I ask. He shakes his head

"No, it's too early for any of us to be up, especially that damn dinosaur" he says rubbing his eyes. I roll mine and run down the hall to Emmas room and bang on the door. Nobody answers but theirs talking. Specifically Matt and Emmas voices. I lean against the door with my ear pressed against it trying to listen

~Emma~

"Why do you have these?" Matt asks

"Who told you?" I ask quietly

"It doesn't matter who told me" he says. I look down at the scissors in his hand, not even looking at him, just the scissors

"What matters is that my damn sister is slicing her wrists because of some stupid tool!" He yells. I flinch at his sudden out burst

"Be honest with me, Emma" he says trying to look me in the eyes, but I keep looking away

"Is this really about Hayes? You did this to yourself, because of him?" He asks

I finally look in his dark brown eyes, but I don't say anything. I let the tears falling down from my hazel eyes answer him

He takes a deep breath and walks out my door with the scissors in his hand

I let my tears fall, I have no strength to hold them back anymore

~Katie~

I hear walking towards the door so.I step back until the door flings open and Matt stomps down the hallway opposite of where I was standing

I start walking quietly following him, but he walks to Hayes and Nash's room. Before he starts banging on that door he looks at me

"Katie go back to the room" he says sternly

"No, what are you doing?" I ask noticing scissors in his left hand

"It doesn't involve you, go back to our room" he says. I look at him

"Whatever Matt. Do whatever the F you wanna do" I say giving up and walking to the room

"Katie..." he says. I don't look at him but flip him off from behind

~Matt~ Sorry I Keep Switching P.O.V.s But It'll Get Better Don't Worry :p

After Katie walks away I take my frustration out on Nash and Hayes' door. I pound on it until someone opens it up, Nash

I push past him and walk straight to Hayes who's on his phone still sitting in bed. He looks up at me

"Why?" I ask, pure anger in my voice

"Why what?" He asks furrowing his eyebrows. I toss the scissors at him and they hit his chest falling in his lap

"Scissors?" He asks looking at them and at me

"Yeah, the girl you're 'in love with' used them on her wrist because of you" I say looking straight at him

"What?" Nash asks

"Emma wouldn't do that..." Hayes says looking at the ground

"Really? Go look for yourself" I say walking back to my room. I run back to me and Katies room, remembering what I said to her

~Emma~

I start walking to my suitcase and get out my camera and set it up. Before I hit record, someone starts knocking on my door making me jump

I walk over and wipe away any left over tears. I take a deep breath and open the door causing me to loose my breath when I see Hayes

"Hey" he says quietly. I cross my arms

"Hi" I say quietly

"Can I talk to you?" He asks

"Remember what happened last time we tried to talk?" I ask. He looks down and nods

"I promise, I'm not gonna try anthing" he says

"Fine" I say quietly stepping aside letting him in. He walks in slowly and sees my camera set up

"Were you gonna film something?" He asks

"Just tell me what you wanted to talk about" I say. I really wanna get this video recorded so I can edit it on the plane tonight

He looks down at my wrist like Matt did. He walks towards me, but I don't move

"Can I?" He asks gesturing to my sleeve. I nodd and he takes my arm and gentley rolls up my sleeve to see my cuts

I look up at his face and back at my wrist. I watch as he runs his fingers over the 6 scabbed up cuts. They don't hurt as bad anymore, it's been a couple of days

"Was it because of me?" He asks quietly with his voice cracking. I slowly nodds and lets go of my wrist, my sleeve falling back down to cover them

Hayes walks towards the widow running his hands through his hair while pulling too. He looks back at me, while I'm trying to hold my tears back

"Emma, I'm so sorry" he says, his eyes turning red with tears sliding down his cheeks "I never wanted you to do this to yourself. Not after me, not after any of this" he said looking at me

"I was hurting you, I don't know how, but I was. I can't even think without knowing that I hurt you" I say he shakes his head and tackles me in a hug. I wrap my arms around his stomach and he does the same, his arms over mine "I had to punish myself" I say. He holds me tighter

"Don't say that, please don't ever say that. You don't need to punish yourself for anything. You never did anything wrong, you don't deserve this. I made you do this, I was so rude to you, you did this to yourself. I never wanted you to do this. Never. I only said those because I was trying to push you away. Once I found out you were getting popular too, the fans would kill us if they knew we were together. But now, I don't care. I want to show you off to the world. Tell them that you are my girlfriend. The one that I want. The one I need. The one that saved me. The one that makes me laugh. The one that makes me smile. The one that makes me happy. The one that I would take care of. The one that I would protect from anyone or anything. The one that I want to hold in my arms forever. The one that I want to kiss everyday. The one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. The one that I'm in love with" he says, his heart beating faster and louder by the minute "the one I want, no. The one I need, is you Emma" he says

I pull away from his grasp and look up at him

"I love you, Emma" he says looking at me with those icy blue eyes

"I love you too, Hayes" I say back. I get on my tippy toes and wrap my arms around his neck and smash my lips with his

UH OHHHHH. IS THIS THE END OF #CEMMA AND ANOTHER BEGINNING FOR #HEMMA?
Don't Worry, I'm Double Updating Today, I Promise :p Maybe MAYBE Triple Updating Eh, We'll See Bye M&M's, I Love You All Stay Strong Babes

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