Poems For The Vulnerable

cruel love

I should have listen to my heart when it said I can't love you, but instead I listened to my brain saying I could've changed you.
I should have listen to my friends when they say I would stress you but instead I listened to my brother saying she could've blessed you.
I should have listen to my mom  saying she would refused you but instead I listened to my sister saying she would never used you.
I should have listen to my subconscious saying she doesn't need you but instead I listen to my brain saying she dont want to lose you.
I should have listen to my gut saying I well not trust you but instead I listened to her text saying you know that I love you.
I should have listened to my pillow saying she would bring tears but I listened to my skin saying she gives me chills.
I should have listened to my dreams saying she would bring pain but instead I listened to myself saying I could maintain.
I should have listened to God saying this is a game but I listened to Satan saying she won't be ashame.
The first time we meet we both said I love you but now those words changed to I couldn't keep you.
I said I was fine but I'm dieing inside all the lies you have tell it's ruining my mind.....