All this shit inside my head
I wanna burn it so bad
Until I'm in ashes and dead
Cause I don't want to be sad.
Why is this demon in me?
I'm screaming, I'm crying
„Just let me be! Just let me be!"
Don't you see that I'm trying?
Why can't I just be happy?
I don't think I know how
And when I try to explain,
I see the crease forming between my mother's brows
All my thoughts are storming
All these creepy voices are telling me to give up
I'm screaming, I'm crying
I always tell you „I'm trying"
But don't you get tired,
When I'm telling lies without end
And I ignored the messages that you send ?
But through all my lies
You just sigh and force a smile
Don't you see in my eyes,
That despite the things I say and do,
I'm still merciless in love with you.
Just please don't say you'd love me back
Cause you deserve better that this.
So this is my kiss goodbye.
YOU ARE READING
A drunken mind = a sober heart aka sort of deep thoughts
RandomI feel poetic, therefor I'm gonna add a chapter every time I have a „crazy" thought It's sort of sad, so please read with caution I'm a safe person to talk to, no matter about what
