First Impressions

I'm worried about you Violet

TW ⚠️ Self-harm, if this subject is triggering to anyone I'd advice you to skip to the end of the chapter, take care of yourself lovelies 🤍

The rest of the day went by pretty fast, but I could not clear my mind of her. Every time I tried to distract myself, our interaction replayed in the back of my mind;

"Nat"
"What?"
"My first name is Nat, Natalia"

Why did she feel comfortable enough to tell me her full name? What does this mean? I practically ran out of the classroom to go meet liv who was waiting outside the school.

"Sup bitch" she nods
"Hey whore, you aren't staying for long by the way I've got shit to do and I can only take a certain amount of time with your annoying ass each day" I smile swinging my arm over her shoulder
"You're rude." She responds "and i don't care what you say im staying as long as i need to, to discuss this"

I roll my eyes and we walk home together chatting about other irrelevant things because we don't know who could be around or listening. I unlock the door and yell out to my dad that i'm home before heading up to my bedroom with liv, preparing for a painful but truthful conversation together.

She jumped on the end of my bed and dragged me down with her so we were sat facing each other.

'What" I rolled my eyes "stop looking at me like that dude" I playfully punched the side of her arm
"What the fuck happened today!?" She blurted out pushing my arm away
I shrugged trying to ignore the question and she punched me in the arm as payback

"Hey. I'm talking to you bitch look at me and answer the damn question"
"She told me her first name" I mumbled
Liv listened intently
"Its nat" I continued "Natalia"
Liv grinned
"has she fucked you yet?"

I put finger up to my lips
"Dude shut the fuck up, of course she hasn't" I looked around hoping my dad wasnt near
"You guys just need to bang at this point" liv whispered and I smiled remembering our kiss
"Something happened." I blurted out after a moment of silence, liv turned to me her eyes wide
"Bitch fucking spit whatever it is out right now."

"W-we urm we" I whispered not wanting to be heard "kissed." I mumbled so quietly i was shocked she even heard anything
"WHAT!" She screeched "Vi why the fuck did you not tell me this? When!?"
"Urm, you know when i said i was in the library earlier... yeah." I smiled awkwardly and watched her face drop

"It was TODAY!? And you lied to me!" She exclaimed, her mouth still hanging open like a dog on a warm summer's day.
"I- I wasn't ready to tell you I wasn't entirely sure if it actually happened or i imagined it all. I had to process it first... i'm sorry"

She turned away trying to act offended but she couldn't hide her shock and excitement.
"I can't believe this. I told you she wanted to bang you the second she saw you"

"I don't know why I look like a rat and I'm just a sad little loser with one friend"
"Bitch you are hot as fuck shut up and having one perfect friend like me is better than a million bitches" She grinned and I laughed and hummed skeptically

"You make a good point but I think you're overestimating how great you are" I joked and she pushed me and pinned my arms down against my bed and I flailed around trying to break free
"Fuck you" she laughed and let go and we decided to watch a film before she left.

~The next day~

I woke up partially excited to see professor romanoff today and partially terrified because of what happened yesterday. I woke up extra early today so I had time to get dressed up.

Once i'd finished doing my makeup and hair  I got dressed slightly nicer than I usually do and sprayed on some rose scented perfume. I ran out the door after putting on my docs and yelled bye to my dad.