First Impressions

Do I make you nervous, sweetheart?

The first week went by and nothing too crazy happened after those first two days. Thank god it was the weekend, me and liv were having a sleepover to celebrate getting through the first week of the new term, the plan was to have a movie marathon and eat lots of food.

(Later that night)

"So you're telling me you have a fat crush on your new teacher?" Liv smirked, throwing a piece of popcorn into her mouth

"What! Liv no, I just said she's hot and... I think she knows I think that." i nervously mumbled

"WHAT?!" Liv shrieked through her mouth full of popcorn "Your professor knows you wanna fuck her?!"

"Oh my god, no! I just think she knows that I was... looking."

"You are such an idiot vi, how could you be that obvious that she would realise you were staring at her? It's a class of like 100 people?!"

"I don't know okay, just help me" I plead, grabbing onto liv's arm "please, I don't know what to do, she's like teasing me or something..."

We sat in silence for a moment, Liv staring me dead in the eyes munching on her handful of popcorn

"Um... teasing you how?"

"Idk like she keeps calling me things, like darling and sweetheart"

"Are you sure that's not just her doing what all teachers do? Like praising you... not in that way but you know what I mean"

"No but that's the thing Liv, I had nothing to be praised for"

"That's a lie, 'thank you for staring at my tits, darling'" She mocked and gasped when I smacked the snacks out of her hand

"Uhh rude?" she scoffed dramatically

"I fucking hate you" I rolled my eyes, shoving her away from me

"Yeah, yeah sure" she giggled. "Hey i'm sure it meant nothing and you are just overthinking it because she's hot, now can we watch mamma Mia please?"

"Yeah probably, yes unpause it" I laugh, snuggling into her on my bed while we stuff our faces with all the snacks we can find.

We had a good night, it felt good to get some of that off my chest, but still I knew she would say that in the end "your probably overthinking it" I probably am it's not a big deal I just need to get over it and move on and try not to get distracted by her.

But what about when I left today, I could have sworn she whispered something as I Walked away, but I probably just imagined It. I'm just going to go back and act like everything is normal.

Before I knew it the weekend had flown by and it was already Monday morning, I had convinced myself that everything was fine and had forgotten all about what happened and went to school not worrying about my last lesson and just moving on with the day normally - until the final bell rang.

I stood outside the door, dreading going inside. "Nothing happened, it's gonna be fine. You're overthinking this'' I repeated over and over in my head, trying to gain the courage to enter the class room until I heard a deep, raspy voice behind me call out my name.

Romanoff.

I turn around slowly, greeted by the person I had been trying to push to the back of my mind all day, standing in front of me in a tight black dress, her wavy scarlett hair falling across her face, her emerald eyes staring me down.

"Violet, is everything alright? You can go in you know, you don't have to wait for me" She smirked slightly.

"Hi m-miss uh- professor romanoff, no I know I was just uh saying goodbye to my friend she just left to go to her class" I smile awkwardly

"Okay... Are you sure nothings wrong? You seem nervous, do you not remember what I said last week?" She questions arching one eyebrow
"I'm not nervous, I just uh really need to pee. I'll be right back!" I state as I run off to the nearest bathroom.

"Oh my god. What the fuck is wrong with you?" I stare at myself in the mirror and splash some cold water on my face
"Get it together violet, come on"

I mean seriously what the fuck is wrong with me 'i just need to pee' what the fuck, she probably thinks I am so weird now. I pace up and down the bathroom for a couple minutes holding my head in my hands, taking deep breaths to prepare for walking into her lesson late after what I just said.

After a small pep talk I made my way over to the classroom door and entered, ignoring all the eyes staring at me, especially professor romanoffs, I made my way over to my seat and layed my books out, hoping to distract myself so the lesson would go by faster. Luckily it did and I made my way to the door and like clockwork, a warm hand gripped my arm, forcing me to stay.

"Is something wrong, professor?" I questioned with a bit more confidence than i had earlier
"Seriously violet, you are acting strange. What's wrong?" She asked, with a bit more concern in her voice

"Nothings wrong, I'm fine" I smile unconvincingly, my heartbeat quickens as she inches closer to me. My breaths quicken as I begin to hyperventilate.
"I hope I don't make you nervous, sweetheart" she smirked condescendingly as she tucked a fallen strand of hair behind my ear.

Before I have time to reply, we both jump away from each other as we hear a knock at the door.
She made her way over adjusting her dress on the way and I stayed in my spot, frozen.

Who was at the door, did they see what we were doing? There's little windows in the doors. What if they saw us? No, it's fine, we didn't do anything wrong, it's okay, it's fine. I try to convince myself

"Gabriella," Professor Romanoff called out "Is everything okay?"
"Uhh, I was coming to get my bag because I forgot it but it seems I've interrupted something..."
"Nope, I was just helping violet with some work, come in" she smiled but it was obvious it was fake.

She was scared. It was weird to see her scared, I only really see her in one emotion so the sudden change made me begin to panic, if she's scared then maybe this is serious.
Gabriella wandered over to her seat and grabbed her bag. She headed over to the door and shot me a quick smirk on her way out

Once she was gone I cleared my throat and my legs became unstuck.
"See you tomorrow, violet" She said in a cold harsh tone, turning her attention to some papers on her desk.
I grabbed my things and walked out the door and walked home.

What a day, why did that gabriella girl have to come in just at the wrong time. I'm probably reading into it but it felt like we were about to kiss before she came in. I'm sure I'm just overreacting but even if she doesn't have feelings for me I think it definitely confirms I have feelings for her...

I think I'm in love with my professor.

*Author*

Hi babies 🫶 thank you for the support and comments on the last two chapters! Keep them coming. Sorry this chapters kinda short and boring, there will be better ones soon I promise! I hope you enjoy and leave any notes or questions for me here, I love you all <3