Elizabeth's POV:
"What?" I asked in disbelief
"I love you Elizabeth" he said getting closer to me
"Are you fucking with me?! Do you actually think I believe you?! First, you say I look so much like your ex girlfriend which I totally get it, than you act so cold with me because I supposedly tell April things about Perrie, than you come and kiss me, yet you go and kiss Perrie! I'm not a fucking toy Zayn! I don't want you to play with my feeling like that!" I half shout, holding back my tears.
"That's the last thing I want to do, to play with your feelings. I love you Elizabeth, and if you tell me to brake up with Perrie I'll do it right now. I'm willing to do it for you" he said caressing my cheek
"No, don't do that. She doesn't deserve this because of me. But why are you with her if you don't even love her?" I asked him
"I don't even know to be honest. I thought if I was with her I would forget about Jennifer" he said looking down
"Did you?" I said looking straight in his eyes, he stared for a moment and said
"No. I never did and probably never will. She's my first love, but now.. I love you, and that's all it matters" he said grabbing my chin. I shook my head.
"No Zayn. What about Perrie? What about James?" I asked
"I told you I would brake up with her, but what about you? Are you going to do the same with James?" He asked
"I can't do this to him. He's done so much for me-" he cut me off
"But do you love him?" He asked
"No-I I'm trying to-" he cut me off again
"But you don't love him. You did the same thing as I did" he said
"No! You're with Perrie because you need to forget about your ex, and because you need someone to fuck. But I didn't, I told James I would try something with him because I do care for him! Not because I want a fuck body or because I'm using him to forget about someone else" I half yelled
"Elizabeth, I don't want you as a fuck body for gods sake! I love you! What do you want me to do so you can believe me?!" He said cupping my face
"I don't know Zayn. I don't if tonight you're going to have Perrie in your arms and telling her you love her. I don't if by time I get home today you and her already planning the wedding. I don't know. You tell me.. Tell me one reason why I should believe you" I said
"April, she's-" I cut him off
"Don't put April into this" I glared at him
"It's not that I'm putting her into this. I never let my daughter be by herself with someone that's not the boys or Angie. Not even my own mother. You're the only one I want April to be with, not just some months or years, but forever" he said looking at me in my eyes
"Zayn I-" he cut me off
"Tell me something, do you love me?" He asked still looking at me straight in the eyes, making feel nervous.
"I-I do-n-" I couldn't speak, tears were running down my cheeks "why are you doing this to me?" I said looking down
"I just want to know if you feel the same way as I do" he said grabbing my chin making me look up to him "c'mon babe, tell me. I want to hear it from your beautiful lips, please" he pleaded
"I-I do. I love you" I said, Zayn closed his eyes, savoring my words.
"Do you know how much I've been wanting to hear those words coming out of your lips?" He asked, I bit my lip hiding my smilie "No Elizabeth, don't do this to me right now" he said touching my lip with his thumb
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Remember Me (Zayn Malik)
Fanfiction(2nd book of Bad Boy Changed Me) Zayn Malik who's in the band called One Direction is finally getting over the death of Jennifer. But something comes up, April ran into someone. Who would it be? And what will happen? How is this going to impact Zayn...
