i don't know when it started really, maybe 3rd grade? my grades started dropping and my parents didn't really like that. by forth grade i was depressed, i wouldn't eat, i couldn't sleep, i would refuse to shower or do anything at all. by fifth grade i stopped caring. my grades were so low, i dropped my friends and started to do sh. in the summer of 21 or 22 i tried to hang myself. my dad was abusive and my mom was abusive too but she didn't hit me much, instead she was a gaslighter and manipulative. the summer i went into 6th grade i got sa'd by my neighbor, the son of my moms friend. by the middle of 6th grade all my friends dropped me. at the end of 6th i started to sh again. now i got into a fight with someone and i might go to jail. my life is falling apart, and it's my fault.
might end it all.
