i hate myself, but not in a body way. i'm not insecure about anything actually, maybe it's my mindset. i don't care about losing my friends, family or anything at all. i don't want to end up
like my father yet i look like him, act like him and sound like him. i don't know what to do with my life, i didn't plan ahead (i thought i wouldnt live past 10), im not sure what i want to be. maybe, just maybe i want to be at peace.