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12:53 am
Aria placed the note down on the kitchen counter with tears dripping down her face onto the paper.
She knew this was it, it would all be done in the next hour or two. The pain and trauma would be over. She would be free not having to care about a thing. Think this made her smile but she knew she would have to break her and the twins promise they had made at six years old.
She gave her dog a last cuddle before grabbing her car keys and leaving the house.
1:20 am
She drove around for a while trying to find an empty place or something like that. Feeling the cool night air hit her face slowly drying her tears that where still rolling down her face.
2 am
She came a cross the field her and Tom would go to watch the stars when they both couldn't sleep and decided this was where she would end her life. She pulled into the field.
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2:17am
Gustav walked down the stairs to get a glass of water. He also wanted to check on aria, he believed her, he knew it was an accident he could tell by the way she was acting. He didn't want her to hurt her self.
As he came to the bottom of the stairs he realised aria wasn't there, she wasn't on the couch. He began to panic a little bit. Trying to calm himself down by saying "she's probably just gone the toilet or something calm down."
He walked to the kitchen and noticed a pice of paper on the counter he noticed it was from aria so he began to read it.
His face dropped. He felt tears rolling down his face.
He needed to tell the others immediately.
2:21 am
Gustav ran up stairs shouting "GUYS WAKE UP ARIA IS GONE SHES FUCKING GONE SHE HAS DONE IT" barging into toms room causing him to jolt up.
"GUSTAV WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU CRYING" Tom shouted at him.
"Aria she gone" he said shaking
"The fuck do you mean"
"SHES FUCKING KILLED HER SELF TOM" Gustav shouted shoving the note in toms face.
Georg and bill came running into toms room to see what was going on.
2:24 am
Tom read the note.
He felt his heart shatter.
It felt like he couldn't breathe.
Couldn't move, he was froze in place.
He wanted to talk but his body wouldn't let him.
"What the fuck is going on" bill and Georg said at the same time.
This snapped Tom out his gaze.
"Aria- she's ended her life." Tom said now not being able to control the amount of tears rolling down his face.
"What" bill said realising what he has caused.praying it wasn't true. He never meant for this to happen.
"BILL THIS ALL YOUR FUCKING FOULT, MY GIRLFRIEND HAS KILLED HER SELF BECAUSE OF YOU" Tom screamed at his brother getting out of his bed and putting on his shoes"
2:30 am
"Whe- where are you going Tom" bill asked
" I'm going to find my girlfriend. If I don't come back I'm sorry"
They all knew what that meant.
They knew how hard Tom tries for aria how he kept himself alive for her. They knew if she was gone so was he.
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2:21 am
Aria parked her car and decided to get out and just sit down and try to enjoy her last minutes on earth.
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2:32 am
Tom got in his car and sped off thinking of where his girlfriend could be his mind instantly went to the 'there field'.
He started driving at a ridiculous speed in hopes aria would be there and is still alive.
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2:40 am
Aria got back in her car and pulled a pocket knife out of the glove box.
She shut the door and prepared herself.
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2:45 am
Tom was minutes away for the field.
Tears fell from his face.
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2:48 am
Aria pulled the knife to her thigh.
She deeply cut her thigh doing the same thing over and over.
She hissed from the pain but moved onto her other thigh doing the same thing.
She was coved in blood.
She finally held the knife against her wrists.
She pushed the knife deeply into her skin. Over and over agin.
She moved onto her other wrist repeating it.
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2:54 am
Tom pulled into the field noticing arias car.
His heart dropped.
He prayed that she was ok that she was alive.
A/n:
I'm so sorry for how graphic i made this chapter.
Did Tom get to her in time?
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The promise ||Tom Kaulitz
FanficTeenage girl Aria Thompson second guitarist and back vocalist of the music group Tokio Hotel couldn't live with the fact her boyfriend thought she was lying to him
