A bad past (It's a crappy Sam fanfic)

Fun, blushes, and tears.

After a while Sam and berto were sitting in wheelchairs, rein and dani on the couch while rein tossed lucky charms into bertos mouth, you were in a chair and all of you were laughing when illy came in with one of Reyes' coats on saying " you are the worst mutants I've ever seen I wouldn't be surprised if I received a spanking my superior's oh. And all of you laughed and then Dani asked " who is he superior anyway?" Berto goes " well you've heard of the x-men right?" And you ask " why would you want to be an x-man?" And rein says  " I wouldn't mind being an x-man." And illy asks " and why would they need a dog?" Dani throws popcorn at her and illy just shakes her head saying " uh children." And soon illy, rein, and Dani go somewhere so it's just you, Sam, and berto left. You we're playing with your puppet zoned out when Sam started talking to you and you realized burto left, just you and Sam left. He asks " why do you always have that puppet?" You say " I've had it for as long as I can remember." And then he goes " I'm not trying to be mean or anything but uh why are you mean to everyone here? Your so pretty you could have a lot of friends." You blush and think about it and answer " caus that's all I've ever known. Same with illy. And I'm not pretty." He then asks " yes you are, don't let anyone tell you your not." He blushes the slightest and you smile and he's asks "why do you act like her? How are you guys such good friends?" " we act like that because that's how we survived befor we were brought here. And we're friends because we were both taken from our families at a really young age and we were always there to protect one another when the smile... the bad people would hurt us." You start to tear up remembering how awful your life was except for illyanna and he said " that makes sense... I know I'm asking a lot of questions but.....uh.... What did you mean when you said smile but changed it?" " the smile men, we would make them laugh, and they would make us cry. It was only me, p/n, illy, and lokheed, and then whenever we got the chance we would go to limbo, it was our safe place, we made it up in our minds and went there so many times that it became real, me and illy are the rulers there." You said as a tear fell down your cheek. He then said " sorry, I didn't realize that you didn't have the best life before this. I understand why you act like that." You just shook your head and stood up putting p/n In your back pocket " yeah well not all of us get to work with our parents." With that you teleported to your room. When you got there you looked at all the art you drew on the walls with a piece of coal, and remembered what they were, they were pictures of limbo and that awful place in Russia that you were taken to and you remembered all the bad memories, and started to cry silently and you remembered the song that illyanna said her mom taught her you remembered the name of the song it was called 'kolybelnaya' and you started to sing it quietly it was in Latin but you new what it said the most of the lyrics was telling anyone to hold you and love you. And that's what you needed the most, someone who could hold you and you could just cry, and protect you, but you always had to protect either yourself or illy. You stopped singing and just slammed your door shut and curled up in a ball in the corner of the room and cried with your head in your knees. You couldn't get the memory of the smile men hurting you and illyanna out of your mind. Soon you felt a hand on your arm and you shot your head up expecting a smile man but it was illyanna, she looked like she was worried and she asked "Сестра what's wrong?" And you started crying harder. She sat on your bed and patted the spot next to her gesturing for you to sit and you did. She asked " Сестра what is wrong?" And you just said " they won't leave my head, the memory's they're back, Сестра I'm scared!" And she immediately teared up and said " I know I get them two I was coming to you about it and saw you in the corner." She started crying and hugged you tight, started rocking you both and soon you fell asleep in her arms like you always did before. She was always like a sister to you. She was there when you needed her and you were there when she needed you.you could never have one without the other. And soon she fell asleep. Then you heard berto scream.

Сестра—sister

Hello I decided not to do it in Sams pov so yeah. I hope you like the story so far. It is my first story ever writing so I'm trying my best.
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