Mulder's POV:
It's my fault. All mine. She has cancer. Because of me. I am selfish. It's my fault. All mine. She's dying. Because of me. I am to blame. Me.
The show blares in the background, but I don't pay attention. Tears running down my face, I write a note to the one person in my life that cared. Scully. The pencil shakes in my hand as I write her name.
It's my fault. I did this. She hates me for it. I dragged her into this. She could be out, pursuing her dreams. But no. I had dragged her into my own selfish journey for a fake truth. She has almost died countless times. Because of me. All my fault. Mine.
'I love you,' I write. Done. I'm done now. My phone rings, but I don't answer it. I stand up and grab my gun. I put it up to my head. I want to do this. But I do. I pull the trigger.
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The Goodbye (MSR)
FanfictionThai takes place durning and after "Gethesmane,". Warning: This book is very sad! This also is completely fake, and has nothing to do with my then MSR book.