Mom, I wish you knew. The pain
The pain of being comfortable to call you by your name.
Or the pain of being.. upset whenever you show up.
That isn't what a mom is. A mom is a woman who.. You should feel weird calling her by her real name
A woman who, makes you grin just by laughing
You, are no mother. You are a monster
Sure, once you were a mother but not now..
You have become unrecognizable, unreliable and above all.
Not my mother, I don't recognize you anymore
Your not my hero anymore, you've become the villain.
A nasty wicked villain, that still thinks she's the hero
Just because she's called "Mom" when really. Your not much of anything
You've just become another chapter in my life, That made me who I am.
Your only human, your not invincible.
You stopped being my parent the day you physically put your hands on me.
Your no longer a parent, your simply just there.
Another adult I know, that can't bring me down anymore.
I've moved past you now, and you can't stop me.
I don't love you anymore, I'm not a slave to your abuse anymore.
I'm finally free, and I'm ready to scream it out.
I'm ready to tell the world that you are no longer my mother, your a stranger.
That I merely knew for 14 years, you fed me lies.
And forced me to swallow them, until the real world opened my eyes.
And I looked around and saw your destruction and ruin and chaos
The same stuff I've lived in and been exposed too.
That isn't what a child should have. A child should have a life
Friends, family, A stable home.
Not Chaos, Constant fighting and no place to call home.
You could never provide that if your life depended on it.
Just wait for your other kids to see your terror, see how long they call you a hero.
You help nobody but yourself.
You just used us for money, and an excuse.
I'm no excuse, I'm a human.
Not a robot built for your demands, get off your ass and do shit.
I'm no longer under your words, you can't tell me to do anything anymore.
I'm finally free. And I'm ready to tell the world.
