It's Friday June 12th, 2015 and it's currently 11:25pm. I'm watching the new horror movie poltergeist. Great movie by the way totally recommend it. Uhm tonight I'm being visited by an unknown visiter. Well have been for a while now this year.
This visiter changes my mood completely. I go from fine to sad for an unknown reason. It's quite annoying. One second I'm watching a movie... The next I'm sad and suddenly start crying... not knowing why. I just want to be happy and not change moods for no reason. I act out on my family members because of them. I just wish that would stop. I could talk to my parents about it... But they would just say something like, sleep some more or you'll be fine.
This happens at school sometimes, usually before or in gym class. Not sure why, I love gym. I'll just stop smiling, or talking. It's like my world goes from colour to black and white. I stop caring about things and just want to be alone.
At times it can lead to anger if I'm not given my space. I don't like being mad at my family members... I seem like such a bitch. The time I hate most when it happens is when I'm having fun with friends... I just completely shut off, don't interact with anyone and end up ruining my hangout time with them.
I would love for this visiter to just pack it's bags and leave. Just let me live my life happy.
***Hey rose petals, I can't sleep and probably won't until another horror movie. Hope you're having a good night. As always, Stay Awesome!***
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My Night Visitor
DiversosHey Rose petals. I'm starting this new book, more of a journal. It's going to be called " My night visitor ". I call it this because almost every night I'm visited by a monster. This monster that I call my thoughts keeps me up pretty late at night...
