My dear teacher...

38.

' last night seng brought me to his home.. I can't believe... One month ago I was just a girl working hard to finish my college. Always feeling like something is missing. But now I am happy. I am happy finally feeling complete. He makes me feel important. I know I am important in his life because he heng my painting on his bedroom wall. He said he always wakes up seeing my painting that reminds him of me. With him I feel complete... He is mine now and I am all his. How can someone fall with someone in just one month. Now I feel like we knew each other for years.... after last night I think we will be forever too.....'

Inside a huge mansion, in a big room and in a big white bed laying a beautiful angle just out of her lovers embrace. The winter's soft sunlight shines brightly falling and flowing on her bare bright body.... That is slightly covered with a white blanket....

She slowly gets up holding the blanket to her chest smiling....

Then she looked to her side to see his lover's face first thing in the morning.

But her lover isn't on the bed. His place is still warm.

" May be he was late for work...!" Freen told herself.

A sudden knock broke her daydream.

'this must be seng..!'

Freen impatiently looked at the door wanting her lover. But to her disappointment.

It's nam.

" Hi! I am nam. Seng told me to see you off. Because he couldn't be here."

' he still thinks of me. How sweet!' freen thought.

" Oh! P'nam? I still remember you."

" Yeah! Here seng bought you new clothes. Wear them and your breakfast is ready. Come to the dining room. I'll drop you home when you want to go." Nam said smiling. But the smile was more like a pity smile.

" I am sorry to ask! But when will seng come back.?" Freen asked.

" He ...... will be late ! He will contact you once he is free.!" Nam said and turn back. Since she can't look at freen for more.

Freen's smile faded a bit not meeting her lover in morning.

But she was thankful too. Because she knew she can't look him in the eyes after last night. She was too embarrassed.

After finishing breakfast freen left with nam for home.

" P'nam if you see him, please tell him... I can't meet him tomorrow I have my exam. He wants he can meet me today after 9."
Freen said looking at nam out side freen's house.

Nam's eyes tearing up. Her lips are shaking...

After a pause nam hugged freen tightly..

" I will... And I am really sorry!" Nam whispered in freen's ear.

" Huh? What?" Freen was confused but didn't think much of it.
Nam waved goodbye. And ran to her car.

" Bye bye! P'nam!" Freen excitedly said.

" Good bye freen!" Nam said with tears in her eyes.

Only she knew what she did.

She came back to report everything to seng.

Seng who was still in the mansion. Just in the next room playing pool.

" I dropped her off!" Nam said with sorrow.

" I don't fu*king care! I already got what I needed. She is a past tense for me now. Well she will be a present if I ever feel like having thai food..." Said seng aiming for the black 8 ball.

" Seng you don't have a heart don't you? She is so innocent. She told me to tell you to meet her today at 9.."

" Huh!" Seng started laughing.

" Let's see! I already took her virginity. So what do I need now? Nothing. You know I don't like to eat leftovers even if it's mine. Give her some money if she wants to contact me."  Seng hit the black 8 ball and it fell in the pit.

" But why do you have to break her heart like this? You could've just kidnapped her and raped her like you did with the others. Why do you have to play with her...?" Nam almost started crying talking to seng.

" What are you in love with her? You can have her now. And no I couldn't just do that because it's different when someone submits to you. And you're the one who planned this for me. Remember the guy who pushed her... He is my servent. It was your idea to make me a good guy. You're the one who made her fall for me. You remembered everything about her told me through the earpiece. You're the one who wrote all the cheesy lines. But I am thankful to you because of you I had her. So you can ask for anything I'll do it for once..." Seng looked at nam with a smirk.... 

" You promise? Stay away from that innocent girl..!" Nam said with fire eyes.

" Don't worry I will..! Why are you advocating for her?"

" She is innocent pure girl. I hate my life now ..." Nam was feeling guilty for what she did. She is the one who planned everything for them...

The guy in the cafe was her plan. Even she send seng everywhere freen went. Whenever seng needed her help nam said everything through the earpiece. Nam also did a background check and learnt about her sad past.

That was also the reason for her sympathy towards freen. Mostly she saw the pure love towards a monster like seng.

.......

A month passed. As seng said he stopped contacting freen. He totally ghosted freen.

On the other hand... Freen went to seng's house but every time came back without seeing him. Even to the university he said he studied. Day by day freen lost her appetite and will to live. She was still thinking seng loved her. He must be in some kind of problem. Or seriously trapped in somewhere. She did every possible thing to look for him.

Her smile was faded . She did smile when it's needed. But the smile was as lifeless as her body was.

Freen passed the exams. And continued her studies.

One day after college it was very late. So freen called pop to pick her up.

Pop picked her up on a motorcycle.

" P'pop you bought a new motorcycle?" Freen excitedly asked. But her smile was lifeless.

" Yeah! What's with you? You didn't came to my gallery for a long time. Also didn't call or massaged me. What happened with seng? Did you found him?" Pop started asking questions.

" No I haven't!" Freen said disappointed.

" I think freen you should move on. Don't stay stick in one place. He might be your first but that doesn't mean he'll be your last. So don't worry and start dating again." Pop was slowly riding his bike. Since it was new.

" P'pop! What if he comes back and sees me with someone else? I think he is just stuck at something. He'll contact me..."

" Oh! Freen! You're so cute.... Seng must left..-" pop was interrupted by a car that just flew away beside him.

" P'pop... Follow that car!" Freen stood up on the  moving motorcycle.

" Okay sit down freen.." said pop.

" Why? Who was in that?" Pop asked again.

" It's seng's car!"

" Are you sure?"

" Yeah! Follow that!" Freen said and pointed at the car...

Pop followed the car closely....