TRILL. Nigga

The Visit

Traci POV

(NOT EDITED)

As I sat in the car in Nathans driveway, I thought about all of the things Anthony said.I had so many questions. Was he really over me? Who is this Kimberley? Does he have any kids with her? Why didn't he wait for me?....etc.. I just wanted answers.

After about 45 minutes of sitting in the car, I got my ass out and took it up the steps and rung the doorbell.

This old Hispanic woman answered.

woman- um who are yhu? Nathan!! Some trick is here to see yhu! She yelled in her strong hispanic accent. I was a lil offended but I let it go.

A few seconds later Nathan came running down stairs and to the door. He looked at me with confusion.

N- ummm how may I help yhu maam.?

T- aha, u really dont remember me huh?

N- ummmnnn sorry but no.

T- its me Nathan.......Traci.......Traci Robins... I said hoping he wouldn't have forgotten about me that fast.

He just looked at me with no emotion. Its like he was confused, shocked, surprised, happy, and sad at all the same time. I'm a very good judge of character and he looked at me with sorrow. I wanted to jump on him and attack him with a million kisses. But we all knew tht wouldn't be happening.

N- Yhu lying. Traci died 3 months ago. Get out my face with that BS.

T- Why would I lie about being me? Why would I just show up here out of now where and say I'm Traci Robins? Huh? Do I need to prove it? I said getting upset.

N- look idk who yhu are but yhu have the wrong address.

T- yhu told me that when yhu were 12 ur REAL mom left yhu and yhu lived with ur aunt until yhu were 15, then yhu got into the drug business. Yhu and Anthony been friends since yhu joined the drug game. Now why would somebody like me know that. Yhu only told two people about it and it was me and Anthony. Is that enough? Is that enough proof to tell yhu I'm the real Traci Robins?

N- o.my.god. Traci!!! Its yhu!!! I missed yhu so much!!!!

T- obviously not enough , because yhu got a family now, and its not with me.

N- lo-

T- no nathan save it. If your happy with her, then I can deal with that. I understand yhu couldn't wait any longer. I wasn't good enough. More like a fuck and duck type bitch. But its coo.

N- I love yhu Traci. I will never stop. And I haven't. I just couldn't wait, but yhu look great. I should've stayed by your side. I was dumb. But I have a fiancé now, who I love dearly.

T- its okay Nathan. I understand. And yhu can keep your job at the trap, I just hope there's no tension ya know? I said tryning to hold back my tears.

I just walked off and I needed to go have a drink. This is why I dont do relationships, they always end up breaking your heart somehow, someway.

I went to the nearest bar I could find and had at least 9 drinks until I was completely drunk.

"He left me*sniff* why couldn't he just wait a little longer!?? I fxcking hate him!!!! *breaks down into tears* I......I.....love....him.....so.....much......*sniff* Why did he have to be with that bitch Kimberly!!!!????? Wat she got that I dont huh!????" I broke down into tears as I explained to the bartender wat was going on. The bar closed 1 hour ago and I was still here. I stood up on the table and screamed kicked and just acted a damn fool. I cried and cried. The security guards came and got me.I kicked and screamed and fought until I realized it was no use. They were too big and I was drunk. I just cried into the guards' arms.

"Why did he leave me!!? It was not my fault I ended up in coma for a whole year!!" I said while I cried while the guard carried me out to my car. I knew my depression was coming back because I just felt like my heart was broken and nothing could fix it.

I know I wasn't with him that long, but he an affect on me. He made me feel different. I hate relationships!

I got in my car and headed to the one persons' house I knew.

Naomi Mejia.(In Media)

She was a model and a bomb ass fitness expert.

I wasn't gonna sit around and mope about Nathan and his life decisions. I was gon change my life. I couldn't be this Dope dealer being all lovey dovey and shxt. I went to her house all drunk and shxt. I barely made it alive.

I banged on her door and she swung open like she was about to beat somebody ass.

NM- who in tha he- OH MY GOD TRACI!!! What happened come in!!???

T- he left me and I just neeeeedd to get my lifeee togetherrr. I said sliding my words.

We talked all night and I eventually went to sleep.

*NEXT MORNING*

I woke up in a guest room to the smell of Breakfast. I had a huge headache.

I ran to the bathroom and threw up all of my problems. I felt a whole lot better.

I walked down stairs to see Naomi dressed in workout clothes. I was so glad to see her. I missed her so much. Now this my bitch right here. I can trust her with anything.

T- hey girl

Nm- hey girl good morning.

T- morning, watcha cooking?

Nm- I just cooked a small healthy breakfast. Yhu know how I am. But yhu and me are going to the gym today and then we gon go hang out. Okay?!

T- girl I appreciate yhu so much, this wat I'm tryna get into.

Nm- yea yhu need to quit all that drug dealing and leave it to Anthony. He good for that but yhu, I dont wanna loose my best friend.

T- ehhh, i can't promise yhu anything, I'll have to think on it tho. But come on so we can eat. IM STARVING!

NM- lol me too, come on.

We fixed our plates then we ate. I changed into some gym clothes she had laid out for me. We the same size I guess.

We headed to the gym and worked out for about 4 hours then we went to the mall to go shopping and we walked around a lil bit. I was exhausted. While I we were sitting in the food court. I felt a pair of eyes burning the back of my skull. I still had on my workout outfit with a lil jacket, but I didn't see nothing interesting in my looks. Anyways, I turned around to see the one and only............

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CLIFF HANGER, LOL.

Y'all wanted another update so here yhu go lovely readers❤.

Traci lookin fye!!!!❤

Naomi a good friend

Nathan a MFIN bitch....shame

That Traci is a trip, haha lol.

Who was tha person staring!???

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