Real Love With A Thug Book 3 (Real Love With A Thug Series)(COMPLETED)

Chapter 19

This gone be a short chapter and my wattpad app messing up on my phone it dont even send me notifications when yall comment or even vote on my story had me thinking nobody was reading the chapter the whole time , but like I said it's going to be a short chapter of Jay and Marcel only. I will update again chapter 20 It will be longer .

*Jayleigh*

I deleted the last message out my voicemail of my mom crying begging me to come home, and I deleted the last text I got from Hakeem. Fuck them all they can all die as far as I care.

I looked up as Marcel walked thru the door with only a towel wrapped around his body. I know what you're thinking ,but no we didn't do anything and never will especially after what he told me him and that hoe did and how she seduced him the first time.

"You ready to finish talking about things" Marcel as sitting down on my bed.

"Well... you were talking I was listening" I said being truthful.

"alright well like I said I love you, I mean not love but I think we could get to a place of love if you let allow us to work and see where things go..things with gigi was a mistake and something I just settle for because I couldn't have you... "he mumbled.

"I don't speak mumble if you are sure of your feelings then why are you mumbling" I asked.

"Because I'm a real nigga ,I'm a thug I aint bout to be telling no girls my feelings when she don't give a to fucks about a nigga" he said standing up.

"Okay sit down... and I guess we can work on things and see where they go"i said.

"alright and... is what Gigi said true about the whole father shit" he asked.

"Yeah.."I sigh

"Look I know you mad and you probably don't wanna hear none this shit but coming from a real nigga- pops collar- I know ya dad loves you" he said.

"I know he does it just hurts how can you like to someone for 18 years of their life and not expect them to be mad" I said.

"You're right ,but take it from me you can't live your life hating them they took care of you for 18 years you're gonna miss them when they're gone life too short to be hating your parents I regret hating my parents and now there not here and all I wanna do is tell them I'm sorry you know what I mean" he spit words of wisdom.

"I thought you had parents" I said.

"I do but there adoptive parents my real parents died when I was 15 and I got lucky being adopted by them I guess you can say it's fate that they just so happen wanted a teen boy" he said.

"Wow... I'm sorry I didn't know" i said.

"It's good I mean i'm grown now,I'm over it , it's just that thought is in the back yo head always" he said.

I began to cry ,I don't want my life to be like that , I don't want to grow up hating them ,I don't want to grow up bitter, I don't want to be like Gigi, I don't want to be like Diary of a mad black woman.

"Don't cry you to beautiful to cry" he said wiping my tears away.

"I got something else I have to tell you" he looked down.

"Is it bad" I asked.

"Yes and no it depends on how you take it in all honesty" he said.

Well what's one more bad thing added my life right.

"I have a son" he said. My mouth dropped.

"Say some" he said.

"Like what ...i don't know what to say... waittt is Gigi pregnant" I asked.

"nah... hell nah this was before I met you he's 6 years old" he said.

"Who's the mother" I asked.

"She umm.. she past away" he mumbled.

I gasp"Oh my god that must be really hard for him does he know what's going own how are you dealing with it..it must be hard being a single father"

"Well I get help from my mom and dad and... I mean he knows she gone (btw I didn't put the funeral in the book) but when he's older you know I'll explain to him and let him know she was a good mother and I'm not gonna let him think she just up and left him because she wanted to" he said.

I smiled "That's really sweet of you , you know to step up and not just put him in foster care or anything" .

"Yeah"he trailed off.

"Can I meet him" I asked.

"hmmm I don't know I just don't like random girls meet my son" he laughed.

I pushed his head. "Whatever I'm not a random girl" I laughed.

"Well then what are you.. to me anyway." he asked putting his hands on my hips. I looked down and could see he was getting a boner I let out a deep breath. "I don't know I can be whatever you want me to be" i smiled.

"hmmm ... then I got some thinking to do" he said.

"You should really put on some clothes" i said looking down.

"Oh damn my bad." he said.

"I'm just let you know up front we not having sex I don't want to... not right now anyways" I said.

"Okay i'm good with that" he said kissing my cheek.

"I got one more thing I want to ask" he said. I could tell by his body language he was about to ask what I thought he was about to ask.

"Did you really get the pill"

"Yeah.." i mumbled.

"Why" he asked.

"because mason and I... we had unprotected sex.. and we're not ready for a baby" I said.

"that's understandable, but don't you think you should have told him" he asked.

"No, because it's not like I was pregnant it's not like I got an abortion" I said.

"But you did prevent the chances of you getting pregnant" I said.

"Can we drop the conversation" I asked.

"Yeah if you want I mean that's none my business" he said.

"Well I'm tired" I said yawning"

"You want me stay"he asked.

"If you want" I said crawling to the right end on the bed getting under the covers.

"Let me get dressed and I'm come back" Marcel said walking towards the bathroom.

I closed my eyes and finally let my body come to a rest.