Tangled Love (J.JK)

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J U N G K O O K

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Clutching my hair, I pulled on them really hard. I don't fucking know what is wrong with me.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEE!!? WHY CAN'T I GET HER OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!!!" Shouting I threw a glass and it shattered around the room. Taking deep breaths I calmed myself a bit but my nerves won't stop untill I talk to her.

"What does she think of me!? Am I a manwhore!?" I tried focusing on my breathing and it helped, it calmed me down. I have to talk to her. How can she assume things!?

Opening the door I took big strides towards her room. Knocking on the door I heard little footsteps. They were nearing the door.

She opened it, her face expression telling me she wasn't expecting me here. "Do you want something?" She asked looking at me with those round bambi eyes. God! How can a person look so stunning, doing nothing!? Getting out of my dazed I looked at her with angry eyes.

"Is something wrong?" She again asked, I kept my hand on her door pushing it to open widely. She looked at me bemused of my actions. I opened it welcoming myself inside her room.

"Yah! How can you enter my room without permission!?" She asked following me. I looked around the room and saw how tidy it looked. Jungkook get your head straight. You're here to talk to her not have a tour of her fucking room.

Turning around to her, she still had that amused look on her face like she was assuming why I came here.

"What do you want Jungkook?" She asked, holy shit!! Does she always sound so fucking good saying my name?

Clearing my throat, I took a step in front nearing her, she didn't back off just stood there.

"Take back what you said in the morning." I said and stood just in front of her.

"What?" Her eye brows coming together in confusion.

"Take back what you said in the morning and don't fucking assume things before you know the whole truth." I said and pushed her back to the wall, keeping my hands on both the sides of her head.

She rolled her eyes and looked at me with that sassy look, she gets under my skin! "Is Mr. Jeon sensitive about it?" She gave me a smirk.

I poked my tongue to my inner cheek controlling the sins I want to commit right now. "Don't provoke me Seongmi."

"Or what?" She asked with that smirk.

"You don't wanna know."

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S E O N G - M I

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"You don't wanna know."

Oh how badly I want to know what he does but I'll just stay low, the way he's poking his tongue in his inner cheek makes me want to piss him more.

Ikr, if he's so fucking sexy when angry, I'd like to get on his nerves often.

I was about to answer him with a more crispy reply but I gulped it down seeing how fucking angry he looked. I'll just say one thing and I hope he gets out after that.

"Isn't it true though? Weren't you the one who fucked that blonde and the next day took over her company?" I asked and looked at him straight In the eyes.

He chuckled but his chuckle didn't hold any humor. "Do you think of me as a manwhore?" He asked.

I nodded my head "yeah. I do." I said still looking at him.

The look on his face told me to change my answer. But as always we don't agree on a single thing.

"I'm not a fucking manwhore, yah change your answer." He looked astonished by my reply. I hissed at him and seeing how childish he can be.

"If you don't have anything to say, with full respect. Please fuck off." I said tried getting out of his cage -fucking hulk- and do my work.

His hands were like glued to the wall and if I take them out his skin will peel off. I tried pushing his hands but he didn't move, I can feel his eyes on my face.

I looked at him and now his eyes weren't those playful or childish. He looked serious. Did I take it took far?

"You still don't understand, do you? I told you to stop assuming things before you know the whole truth. The first time I met you, I thought at least someone of my level who could actually understand my conditions cause maybe you went through the same to get to that position."

He took a deep breath and came closer to my face.

"But you're same like everyone else." He said and got of me getting out of the room he slammed the door making me flinch.

Seongmi. You need to apologize. I took a deep breath and sat on my bed. And now my overthinking self will make me regret saying anything in the first place.

His words repeated in my head.

"You're same like everyone else."  I remember those words.

You're just like everyone, little slut getting ready to be fucked.

Those words repeated in my head like my playlist is stuck on reply.

My breathing became shallow, sweat formed on my forehead and my body started shaking. Breath Seongmi, breath. It's okay. He's not here. He can't harm you. C'mon it's been years. He can't hurt you again.

My breathing was coming to normal as I chanted those sentences again and again.

Now when I was in the form to get up and take my medicine, I got up and opened my bag taking out my pills and swallowing them without water.

My shaking stopped but still a bit of fear was there.

"He's not here. He can't hurt me."

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