Tangled Love (J.JK)

Realistic ending

S E O N G M I

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I looked at myself in the mirror... I looked pretty wearing that black dress. I didn't do makeup, just applied a bit of lip balm and went out of my room... It was raining outside today so I wore my over coat and took the umbrella too...

Wearing my black boots I finally went out. I'm not taking the car today, just wanna walk. Locking the door, I still don't have a maid as no one can clean my house like I do. Taehyung and Yoobin are out of station for some business.

I looked around watching other people walk by, some were couples while some old people.. I don't think singles go out on rainy days... Do they?

I was walking mindlessly when I found myself again at the same spot. The spot where I always come to, no matter where I have to go... I climb up the stairs and look down at the spot... the spot where jungkook is burried....

I smile slightly as I clean his grave with my hand, just getting the leaves off it.... there it is... Jeon Jungkook. My jungkook...

That day... before reaching the hospital... the doctor declared him dead. To be honest, my heart stopped for a moment when I heard that....

It's been over 3 years since his death, and I'm coping up good... I guess....

I still can't get over the fact that the bullet was for me, not him. It was me who was supposed to die, not him. He had endured enough in his childhood and endured enough of me.... but now he died for me too.

I should have been more careful. Should have called for back up before going into the hellhole.

There is a photo of me and Jungkook from childhood on his grave... it was back when mom and dad were alive, when uncle had bought same tshirt for me and Jungkook on Christmas and Taehyung got his favorite toy but was still crying after seeing me and Jungkook's matching clothes.

I smiled at the memories... how jungkook and I had our first kiss, how we got separated and how we met again... fate played it's part in our lives.....

Dear Jungkook,
If you can magically read minds after death.... then listen... I love you, and I always will... no matter the circumstances, you'll always remain a big part of my life.. the moments I spent with you will be engraved with me till I'm in my grave.

I sighed as I as the rain just kept pouring when I heard a car stop in a distance...

"Noona!" I heard a voice call for me.

I turned around and saw him... he was wearing black lower and a black tshirt... I smiled at him as I said my goodbye to jungkook and walked towards him.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him as I approached.

"Just... wanted to see you." He smiled at me..... "had a nice talk?" He asked as we made our way to his car. "Yep..."

"Home or wanna eat something outside?" He asked as he opened the passenger door for me. "Hm.. I'm craving tacobells." I said as I sat inside. He closed the door and went to his side... "it's tacobells then." He smiled as he started the engine.

"Got a early day off from office?" I asked him as he hummed in response.. "Just... wanted to spend some time with you." He said. I looked at him a bit surprised.. "Don't look at me like that... you know I like you.... but I understand that you still love Jungkook... and I'm willing to wait..." He said as I clear my throat.

"Noona... don't make me feel uncomfortable now.. you've known this fact for a while that I like you..." He scoffed.... "I want you to start again... but I also understand the pain of leaving him behind... but I hope you start looking my way more..." He looks at me.

"I hope you start noticing me more."

"Jihoon-" He cuts me off.
"Don't 'Jihoon' me everytime..." He said and chuckle slightly. "I'll wait for you Seongmi." He smiled at me....

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