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"Bam" I called out my boyfriend's name for most likely the third time in the past two and a half minutes. Finally I got up and went to go look for him myself.
"Babe!" I looked over at the club and saw Bambam sleeping silently. I put a nearby blanket over his body and gave him a kiss on the forehead.
"I'm sorry,Kid" I whispered before turning around and walking out the front door.
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"So how was your night" Bambam whispered quietly. I sighed and continued to put on my red lipstick. He sat on the bed and continued to watch me get ready for another night with my 'friend'. His sad face looked back at me in the mirror. I rolled my eyes and slipped out of the chair and walked over to him.
"What's wrong" I asked sitting on his lap. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes but shook his head 'nothing'.
"I told you this is what normal couples do,Baby" I placed my hand under his cheek and kissed his cheed lightly. He gave me one of the fakest smiled ever but I ignored it.
"I know, Noons" He looked down at my outfit and frowned.
"What's wrong,Baby?" I asked. Even though to answer was completey obvious I wanted to ask anyways. He shook his head again and I have him a big smile. I got up off his lap the best I could in the extremely tight dress and high heels.
"I'll see you in the morning alright?" I asked picking up my purse and grabbing my pack of cigarettes. He just have me a nod and turned on the TV. We both knew that I wasn't gonna come back for another good two days but I just felt the need to tell him that. I walked out of our bedroom and out of our front door.
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Me and Matthew stayed up all night just doing nothing. It was better than anything Bambam could ever do. He was a little kid after all. I heard my phone get multiple vibrating notifications but I ignored then all and continued what I was doing.
Finally after about the 10th notification I pusher Matt of of me and grabbed my heated phone.
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Mom: Did something happen with you and Bambam?? I just saw him leaving with about 4 suitcases (11:43 pm)
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Mom: Where are you?
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Bambae: Um...I'm sorry to bother you while your busy but I had to let you know. I'm not going to be home when you get there. I don't wanna get in you and Matthew's way so I'll just leave.
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I read the message over and over again to make sure I read it right the first time.
"Who is that?" Matt read the message over my shoulder. I shrugged and felt a lump in the back of my throat.
"Are you still going to like to me?! You made that poor kid-" I cut him off and faced him.
"Forget about him. Like you said he's just a kid" I kidded his forehead and rested my head in his chest. I tried my best to forget about it but ended up silently weeping for feeling horrible about myself.
"He'll get over it" I muttered to myself wiping my tears before falling asleep.
