Writing my feelings

Today was okay.

Well, today was ordinary as ever. I'm just glad everyone's happy and there's no drama except for the sickness going around(which I caught), it's pretty annoying. I still can't get what someone said to me off my mind... he was saying bad things about a girl I really liked. I don't know how to feel because me and him are close. 

I just hope this'll eventually pass over. It's almost weird that he opened up to me about a girl I'm always with. I guess it's really out of my control, I just need to keep this to myself. I almost want something between me and this boy, but we'll probably only ever be really close friends. Y'know what, I can't worry about this. Goodnight.

            September 5, 2023