Finally reaching nirvana???

3 0 0

by Abbs2009

by Abbs2009

Well, today was definitely a window starting to crack open. Someone opened up to me and we talked, but now I'm in agony. I have feelings for this guy but he just ranted to me about a girl that liked him (NOT POSITIVE). Im somewhat at peace with this but the girl he's talking about, I really love her. She's such a sweet person and seeing him talk about her like this feels wrong.

I promised I wouldn't tell anyone about it, but it feels fine to write about it. Writing your feelings helps you cope with them(IT REALLY WORKS!). I just don't know what to do now that I have some feelings for him. Plus if I dated him or told anyone I liked him that would be breaking girl code, I can't do that.

I'm slowly healing from my last relationship, but having some amazing people in my life has really helped. I'm finally reaching nirvana or peace with this. AMEN

September 3, 2023