I feel in love with this mysterious girl

Five

I put on my comfortable pants and sweatshirt, from my favorite Japan shop. I bring my bag with my keys, phone and headphones. I put on headphones and I played old Japanese songs like "Last Summer Whisper". I love this kind of classic Japan music. 🎧
I open my door and thought about what I have to say to him. It's over. Yea it's over and you won't see my again. You won't talk to me again.

I don't know much about relationship and love, I adore to write about this or just listen about love, but when it comes to true love and feelings, I really don't know much. I have kinda blind eyes, I didn't know that he tricked me like this. He was first person that was kind to me, that shows me love... I thought it was "love", it was just a bullshit.
He used me for his needs, he didn't care how I felt or what I needed.
It must be over, I have a problem with liking myself but I have my limits.

Kin: um coming to Henry home for about 30 minutes. I have to talk with him.
Papa: everything okay darling? 
Kin: mhm! I think... I don't know. Can we talk after i come back home?
Dad: of course!!!!!!! If something happens call us!!!!
Kin: I will, thank you dad and papa! 

I left the building and went towards his house. I have 20 minutes to walk to it, so I take a bus or Uber.
I went to the bus station, the bus was really dark, it's kinda scared to take a bus when there is little of people. In Kyoto we usually have a lot of buses but some people are just weird.

Okay. The house. I'm right in front of his big house. Yes, he is rich, it's scary. He can do whatever he wants to, that's why I'm scared of him, he have people for everyone.

I rang the doorbell.
Kin: hi good afternoon mrs Kim
Henry mom: good afternoon kin! Everything okay?
Kin: I don't know... I have to talk with Henry.
H. Mom: oh yeah! Come, please
Kin: thank you!
I said with a really big stress in my stomach.

I went after her because their house is huge. She always goes with me to his room, so I'm not feeling lonely. I know she likes me but I won't be with him just because his mom likes me. He will find in one moment another girl...

The house was really white with a lot of gold furniture and pink flowers like flower "Ume".

He have a tree really big dogs, they called "Great Dane". I'm always kinda scared of that kind of dogs but they actually seem kinda cute.

I'm in front of his room. In moment I felt my heart in my whole body. My hands were shaking and sweating. I'm to scared but I have to do it.

Kin: hey Henry