I feel in love with this mysterious girl

Six

He looked at me with a little bit a scary face.
Henry: hi kin!!! Come here

I know he was just acting. He knows that I want to break up with him.

Kin: we need to talk
Hen: I know you said that, let me give you a kiss- He said with a little angry voice.
Kin: I don't want your kiss, I'm sorry.

In every second he was getting angrier and angrier.

- What do you mean? Why I can't kiss you, I'm your boyfriend! You are my thing- he said with a furious voice.
- Thing? THING? What the hell? I'm not your "thing", I'm no one "THING"- is enough.
- Why are you mad, what's is wrong with you. I knew it you were cheating on me- he gave me his angry face.
- Okay, look. I am not stupid, I know you have other girls in the back. I know that you are cheating on me. I saw your hickeys, I am not so silly Henry- I said that, and in my eyes in one moment, I felt like I have a ocean in them- it's over, it must be over.
- You won't do it, you won't.
- Henry, I will. You treat me like some kind of dog or a rubbish. For your own good, it's over- I started crying really hard.
- You are just like others. Stupid shit. You just wanted my money right?? That's it. Just my money.
- I didn't wanted your money. I was in love with you, you don't get it?? You still don't get it? I always were making things for you! You never asked me how I feel or what I need- I sighed and stared talking faster and angrier- when did you give me a flowers? When did you kiss me because I was cute for you? When did you went to my house just to say hi or just watch tv with me? When did you said that you love me? When did you missed me? Did you? You didn't. You still think that all of this is my fault? It's not my fault. Look at you! Look how much pain you've caused me! It hurts, it hurts so much that I thought that someone likes me and care about me! It's fucking over Henry. Don't talk to me again. Never ever in your life. It's done- I said with all pains I had in my stomach and in my whole body. I runes form his room and went outside.

I was running faster and faster to my home. I didn't want to hear his apologies or his fake words "I love you! Give me a chance" I don't want to hear that. It's over and I'm proud of myself I did this.

I took my phone and I called her. Yes. Ann. I called her.

Ann: hello?
Kin: um hi, it's me again.
Ann: heyyy everything okay?
Kin: no, it's not. I just broke up with him, with Henry.
Ann: oh my gosh Kin, I'm so sorry
Kin: don't be, I'm happy I did that, but it hurts
Ann: you can come to my place, if you want to?
Kin: I would love to, but I look like a trash.
Ann: you never look like a trash. Come over. I will send you address, see you kin.
Kin: ah thanks, okay see you

It was a bad idea, right? Meet with her, whit person I think I like in weird way, after I broke up with my first every boyfriend? I'm such an idiot. Fuck, what the hell I did. She will se my with my home clothes and with my dirty make up after crying. Oh shit no no no. She can't see me like this.

SMS
Kin: can I go change my clothes?
Ann: nooo I will give you my clothes, just come over, we will watch some tv ;))
Kin: thanks ❤️

Fuck, I text her with a heart?????? What's wrong with me. She doesn't likes me back, right? I don't like her either, right???? Why am I stressing so much.

I was on my way to her home. She said in her interview that she live with her grandma. Maybe she have a little small house? I have 10 minutes left. I will be there in a moment. She will literally see me like this. Fuckkk

Yeah, I'm in front of her house. Little cute Japan house. Her house is in wood with a lot of flowers and blue details. It looks so cute. I rang the doorbell.

- Hello, my name is Kin, I'm Ann school friend- I said to this old women.
- Good afternoon young lady! Come, come. Ann said that she invited you! How wonderful. I made some cookies. You have to eat a lot, you are really small girl!- grandma said in really love language about her food.
- Ann is in her room right here. If you need something I'm on tv. It's a perfect garden program, I need to watch this!- she said with a really excited voice.
- Thank you so much! Have a nice relax!- I said.

Im in front of her room's door. I look like a trash. Im scared. Here we go.

I knocked on the door.
- hello?- it's Ann voice.