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fifteen

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| b e n t l e y |

     "You need to breathe!" Alex tells me as I go back and forth from my bathroom to my room. I kept trying on different dresses, hoping it would be good enough for our date. Austin told me this is something fancy, yet affordable. I know how broke he is becoming cause of Madison. But he also said he wanted to really take me out. He wanted to do something just us. Finally. We might be able to kiss and not be interrupted. 

     "Maybe you actually might have sex tonight," Alex then continues, and I nod. Which is weird to think, but I haven't gotten out in a while. Well, I barely do so. I bet Austin will do anything that breathes right now. I always see him squirming around me like he can't keep his dick in his pants.

Kind of cute.

     "Bentley, you seriously need to stay in one place. You look fine," Alex says, stepping in front of me to stop my pacing. She continued, "That dress makes you look sexy." I had to laugh a little as I finally took a moment to look at myself.

     It was just a regular black dress. It was tight and was mesh across the cleavage area. Austin would definitely like it. He's already seen me in his favorite color so I had to change it up. I just didn't want to over dress or anything.

     Before I could change my mind, the doorbell went off and Alex went flying downstairs. Probably to make sure he isn't he something casual like last time. That still makes me laugh a bit, and his words that day ring in my head.

"Seriously Bentley, I got past the asking you out part. I'm not fucking up now."

      Now look at far we've come. We're going on a second date. I mean we probably were after the first one, but never had enough time to. We see each other 24/7 though, but I don't consider helping him take care of Madison every day a date.

     "Bentley!" I hear Alex call and I know it's time for me to go down there and face him. I was nervous as fuck to, but I had to. So I made my way down, just trying to imagine Carla giving me comforting advice, and then Devin telling me that in the end it would be worth it when we fuck. I then wished Nancy was here to walk me down and telling me to ignore our idiot friends. Jackie would probably do the same, but then make a comment about hoping I got major dick tonight.

     My friends were a good support system though. I knew they were excited for this date like I was. But they could sense how nervous I was. I don't know why I was, but I just wanted to keep Austin interested. I didn't want me not being able to have kids effect us. It'd probably crush his soul if we lasted so long. I never even saw me falling for him to even be a choice. I'm not saying I love the guy, but I'm pretty darn close to it.

     I sigh as I turn around the corner, standing at the top of the stairs. At the bottom of them is Austin. Austin Carter Mahone. In some nice ass tux, and a smile on his pretty face. I could feel myself getting weak in the knees so I had to grab the railing as I walked down. When I looked at him, his smile only got bigger. His eyes were looking over my body and it made butterflies erupt in my stomach.

     When I reached the ground, Austin immediately placed his hands in my waist. It caught my attention because I looked up to see his hazel eyes. They were filled with so much lust that is probably drove me incredibly insane.

     I might actually skip this date and go straight to my bedroom. Alex said she'd go spend the night at Jackie's just in case something were to "go down". She was trying to make a funny joke.

     "You ready to go?" Austin asks and I immediately nod. Austin and I head out of the house, and I wish Alex a proper goodbye. When I get to his car, he opens the door for me like a gentleman and I hop in. Then he goes to the driver's side, hops in, and we're on our way to who knows where.

     Austin keeps texting Ac though, and I would peak to see him checking up on Madison and telling him what to feed her and such. I didn't mind either. He's new at this parenting and he also cared about Madison. He's going to be a protective dad. He already is though. It's also a turn on.

     "Where are we going?" I ask him, but he doesn't answer. He claims it's a surprise, but I still wanted to know. He wasn't going to budge on telling me so I gave up with the begging I had started. I could build up more sexual tension, but I decided not to do that to the poor guy. And as lame as it sounds a part of me wanted to hold off on fucking him. I wanted to make it special with him if he was worth it. But I noticed Austin doesn't like to wait and now he has a kid because he didn't.

     I never asked much more about how Madison showed up. I just went along with it, just assuming it was an ex girlfriend or something. I don't know anything about it. I don't even know if this girl is still in his life. I just treated Madison as if she was my own and hoped for the best.

     "What are you thinking about?" I then heard Austin ask, but I just shook my head. Before he could bug me about it, I spoke, "Is that the restaurant?" 

     I'm guessing it was because Austin pulled into a parking spot soon after and the two of us headed inside. Him opening all the doors he could for me unless it involved the ladies room door. He didn't dare.

     The whole date consisted of Austin constantly complimenting me. He kept finding new things about me to bring up and brag about to no one, but himself. It was very cute how intrigued he was by the small things I did, like playing the ukulele or staying up past 2 am to finish up new books. Austin seemed to care so much about those little things. It was sort of comforting to have someone care about that stuff. It was a different feeling.

      Austin really seemed to react to everything I said. He didn't seem to ever get bored of me. He kept asking me questions, kept laughing at my jokes, and kept grinning like an idiot. It made me have butterflies which wasn't a feeling I was used to. It was nice too. It was actually wonderful. He even held my hand over the table, glaring at any guy who decided to look my way. He probably thought I didn't noticed but I did.

     I also noticed how many times he licked his lips. Or how many times he would bite down on them. I noticed how many times he would rub his thumb against my skin or knock his foot into mine. Everything Austin did deserved to be noticed and by the end of the night I was just craving him. 

     Austin had walked me to my front door, neither of us saying much now. We walked in silence and I was patiently waiting for him to do something. Anything really. Even holding my hand, but he didn't seem to. He actually looked pretty nervous for some reason. I didn't want to ask why, but it was a weird sight to witness.

     "Thanks for tonight," I say to Austin, glancing over him in a tux one more time. He shoves his hands into his pockets, biting down on his bottom lip. I didn't know what else to do so I simply wished him a good night.

     I started to open up my front door, but Austin grabbed my wrist to stop me. He pulled me back to in front of him, pulling me incredibly close. My lips were just inches away from his and my breath was caught in my throat. It was finally happening. We were going to finally kiss and I wondered if I would feel it all. Feel the sparks I always wanted. Like kissing him was right.

     He let his lips graze mine, before leaning more to connect them, but the car horn going off caused us to separate before anything else happened. Austin just groaned in aggravation because our moment was ruined once again.

     "Goodnight," He grumbles, heading back to his car as I simply watched with a sigh. I was so sexually frustrated, and it's like the world didn't want us to happen. I had to get that kiss at some point, right?