(Niall's Pov)
"Come on niall it's just food and some milkshakes." Harry said pouting at me while laying on my bed. I wish i could tell him what was wrong with me. I wish i could tell someone so i didn't have to do it alone. But i'm scared that if i told harry what was wrong with me he would leave me and i love harry already and i just met him.
"I don't like going outside, did you know that there are people out there?" I asked covering up. I would love food and milkshakes but i can't i can't fall for the trick of food. I can't give in to food. After zayn said that to me i made sure i didn't at all. I could how feel how weak i was getting but it's worth it. I need to be skinny so i can get someone to love me.
"Please i will cry." He begged. I could see he really wanted me to go. I can't believe i'm doing this.
"Fine let's get it over with." I said.
"Yay!" He cheered.
"Wait! Do you mind if someone else tags along?" I asked him. He looked at me and smiled.
"Is it Sky? Of course she can come." He asked. Harry and my sister have been getting close. But i could tell it was more like a brother and sister thing.
"Yeah she can come too but i meant someone else. How about you get sky and i'll grab the other person." I suggested he agreed walking out of my room while i walked to my terrace.
"HEY JOSH ARE YOU HOME?" I yelled. A second later josh came out of his room in a pair of sweatpants and a jumper.
"Hey niall you need something?" He asked sweetly.
"I was wondering if you wanted to come and get some food and maybe a milkshake with my friend and sister?" I asked him because i noticed that he never really left his house or friends.
"Yeah sure."
"Do you want to change or do you just want to be in your relaxing clothes?" I asked him. I got his answer from him jumping over to my terrace.
"Alright let's go shall we?" I asked.
"Let's go." He cheered. We walked back inside my room where harry and sky were sitting on my bed.
"Where did he come from? You know what never mind i am starving." Harry said pushing us out the door.
When we arrived i was on josh's back because i was too lazy to actually walk. For some weird reason i felt like someone was staring at us. But i ignored it because well why would anyone look at me?
"Hey niall what are you ordering?" Harry asked putting his head on my shoulder looking at the menu.
"Umm a burger and some chips with a milkshake of course." I replied. He looked at me with a shocked expression. I realized that harry has never seen me eat. Now i wish i hadn't i mean what i ordered was too fattening anyways. I knew i was going to end up in my bathroom when i go home.
"That sounds like a plan. I shall get the same thing." I nodded my head. I looked around the place loving the smell of it. My eyes widened when i saw Zayn sitting across the room. Liam and Louis were with him. So was this girl with brown hair. I have no idea who she is.
"Hey niall is that Liam Payne?" Josh asked me.
"Yeah why you know him?" I asked him curiously.
"Yeah but not like that." He replied. Wait is that supposed to mean? Before i could ask him he got out of his seat and walked over and i followed him.
"Liam?" Josh asked.
"Who the fuck is this loser? Do you know him liam?" Louis asked him. I watched liam's face turn to a very scared expression.
"No i don't." Liam answered.
"Oh really?" Josh said. Then he turned around walking back to our table.
"Josh what was that? " I asked him.
"That was a break up between me and my EX BOYFRIEND!" He yelled so he made sure liam heard him. Wait so he's dating liam payne or well was?
"Wait! What's your name? Liam didn't mean that He's just trying to fit in, i'm louis and you can't break up with sweet liam. You mean the world to him, i can tell because he teared up as soon as you said that. I'm sorry it's my fault i'm an asshole please just go talk to him and give him a chance to explain himself. Fuck i'm such a screw up. I didn't mean that if i would've known you were someone liam cared about i would have never called you a loser. Trust me and i'm mad at liam for not saying anything either. Please just go talk to him. I'm so sorry."
Everyone looked at louis in shock. I don't think i ever heard him talk that much and for a good reason as well. I noticed liam walked over to josh and held his hand out for josh to take. Josh turned around to look at me.
"I'll be back in a couple of minutes." He replied. I smiled glad that he was going to talk to him. Josh deserves to be happy. I walked back to the table and harry was stuffing his face and sky was eating her food at a slow pace.
"Josh doesn't really seem like liam's type." Harry said with his mouth full of food.
"Well apparently he is." I muttered lowly.
"I'm just shocked that Louis Tomlinson actually helped." Sky quietly. I nodded not believing it either. As far as i know louis tomlinson doesn't give a shit about anyone or anything. I heard a loud giggle and i turned to look at the girl with louis and zayn laughing and smiling slightly. Who is that girl? I feel like i've seen her before. That's going to piss me the fuck off. I looked down at my food and grabbed a chip and popped it in my mouth. I felt like people were staring at me and judging me for eating and i'm clearly making myself bigger. I jumped from my seat and ran towards the bathroom. Now i definitely know people saw me. I ran into the stall and spit out the chip i just ate. I know it was only one chip but it felt like a million to me and it and it can make a difference.
"Niall!" Harry's voice rang in the bathroom. I decided to stay silent so maybe he could leave me in peace.
"Niall are you okay?" He asked.
"Yeah i just really had to pee." I replied making sure he couldn't hear my scratchy voice.
"Oh well your food is going to get cold hurry up." He said and i heard the door shut. I let out a deep breath glad that he didn't walk in on me spitting out that chip. I opened the stall door and walked over to the sink so i could wash my hands.
"So your little asshole friend is really dumb to believe that you're okay," I heard a voice say. I know that voice. I turned to face him.
"Look here louis you don't say anything at all. I stay out of your business and you stay out of mine got it?" I asked him. I was shaking because i never talked to louis tomlinson like that. He just smirked.
"I won't have to say anything if you just eat." He said. I looked at him in shock. Did he just threaten me to eat?
"Fine i promise now please keep your mouth shut." I said to him and turned back to the sink.
"Look here little blonde geek you have nothing wrong with you so shut the hell up and just stuff your mouth because it's not going to make a difference. So if i find out you do it again. I will personally find you and stuff a Snickers bar down your mother fucking throat." He said. I looked at his reflection in the mirror and he had a huge glare on his face but his eyes were soft and genuine. I can't just start eating he is just playing tricks on me. He's just saying so i can eat and get bigger and i'm not going to fall for it.
"Whatever." I said walking out of the wash room and back to my table. I could see harry looking at me from the corner of my eye. Why can't he stop. I know what's he's thinking. But i'm okay. I'm just trying to make myself better that's all. Why can't anyone believe that?
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So SugarBears two updates on the same day! YAY ME! (Does London Tipton clap). I hope you enjoyed reading this as much as i enjoyed writing it!!! Love you all thanks for reading.
