Okay i am so sorry about how bad this chapter is. I have no idea what was going through my mind but i needed to get this out of the way. This needed to happen for a reason.
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(Zayn's Pov)
I stared at the house wondering if i should knock. I mean he's been acting really strange lately but he's the only person i can talk to. I groaned as i got off my bike and ran to the door not even caring i was pounding at all. I waited a few seconds and i was glad it was him who opened the door.
"Zayn what are you doing here?" He asked. I looked at him he and my eyes widened he looked so different.
"The real question is where are all of your tattoos and piercings?" I asked him. I don't understand he's usually covered in them.
"Okay don't get mad! They're press on and the piercings are fake. I wanted to tell you guys but..." He trailed off and i glared at him.
"BUT WHAT?" I yelled making him flinch. Shit i scared him.
"DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE NOT TO HAVE ANY FRIENDS AT ALL AND HAVE PEOPLE BULLY YOU? I WAS SO FUCKING LONELY ZAYN. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'VE BEEN THROUGH AND I HATE IT. I HATE LYING TO YOU BOTH BUT THIS WAS THE ONLY WAY I WAS GOING TO GET FRIENDS. JUST BEING SOMEONE ELSE MAKES PEOPLE LIKE YOU. BECAUSE LET'S FUCKING FACE IT BEFORE I EVEN LOOKED LIKE THIS YOU HAD NO FUCKING IDEA I EXISTED AND YOU WOULDN'T HAVE WANTED TOO." He exploded. He had tears running down his face.
"Liam i...." I stopped because i had no idea what to fucking say. I know he's right. That if he wasn't dressed exactly like he did at school now i wouldn't even notice him. Why did that seriously break my heart knowing that?
"No zayn you and i both know the truth. You wouldn't know that i existed and louis would have probably made fun of me. But i don't care anymore. I like smiling and doing my homework. I like..." I cut him off.
"You like the color purple and you hate spoons. You care about everybody and always see the good in people. Which you did for me. So why would you ever think that i would judge you if you never judged me? You're still the same fucking person you just look different. That's not going to make me think any different of you. Louis and i both know what a nerd you are and we don't give a fuck. It doesn't make me love you any less." I said.
"Wait what?" He asked with a very curious look on his face.
"What?" I asked back in confusion.
"You love me? I thought you never said the L word?" My eyes widened as i realized what i said.
"I don't just don't tell louis i said it to you first yeah? He'll have a fit." I said shrugging. I wasn't going to lie. I love liam a lot.
"So you meant it? You don't hate me?" He asked.
"I couldn't even if i tried. Not with them puppy eyes." I said walking inside his house not even invited and kissed him on the cheek.
"Now you order some pizza and i'll order a tommo and we shall watch some stupid movies that we won't watch and we'll listen to you talk about how everything is with you and josh." I said. He looked at me surprised.
"You wanna talk about my relationship?" He asked.
"No i want to know about him to see if he's right for my Liam." I said in a protective voice. Because if there's any person i'm protective over it's liam. I reached in my pocket to get my phone. The phone rang three times until he answered.
"Hello my sexy friend." He answered.
"Hi louis." I said plainly.
"So i don't even get a compliment? Fine what do you want then?" He asked with attitude.
