ME-YOURSELF-AND-US

TWELVE

Exhausted is how I feel. It's been four weeks of work and life. Well, work is worth it for my energy. My learners are the best. We have doing revision for the upcoming term exam in two weeks. So I have suggested that they stay in school for extra lessons. I got permission for our principal. Not only for my class but other grade 4 classes. To encourage them to start studying at a lower grade to instil this their daily routine. Well, they started three weeks ago. With the help of drum roll, please.... Lihle. I was also surprised by this. Her and I are cool. She has apologised about her one-sided beef with me. I'm grateful for her help, and we work quite well together. We divide our learners. They are forty-five in total. Suzie is with Jacob for grade 5's and Oratile with Smanga for grade 6's. Our principal managed to get transport for the learners, and some parents are comfortable fetching their children. Lihle joined Musa and I for lunch now. She's really a chilled and funny person. We'll Lethabo has not changed, and now she bashes Lihle. This girl is really childish. It's now lunchtime, and I'm in Musa's office with Lihle having lunch and talk sessions as always. Guys Lihle is beautiful hey. She is your brown skin girl. She has freckles on her cheeks and her nose bridge. She is taller than me and she has a model body with big tits and nicely shaped curve bellow legs to die for. She is so beautiful heyy I don't know why she was like that. And she is your weave girly.

Musa: Wena, can you believe he literally walked on us on sexy time asked Muzi for Coco Melon on the tablet. Dude, that time we are naked in a missionary position. When he left we stopped and wore our clothes. Went downstairs to him tell my mother inlaw that daddy was on top of mommy with they were in birthday suits because she was looking for him as she just arrived at our place.
Me: haii Nomusa.(no)[laughing]
Lihle[laughing until tears fell out]
Musa: That day we never forgot to lock the door. I was so embarrassed we mom looked our way and went to the room. never got out until she left. I have avoided her for three days since she volunteered to take care of the kids since Mam Thandie had to go home for the funeral she had to go to. Until we had a chat.
Us:[laughed]
Me: It's the fact he just acted like nothing was happening for me. Senzo yho guy[laughing]
Lihle: Mar, I won't judge you for forgetting to lock the door, love. Sex with a person who knows their thing is bomb.(but)
Musa: Scrum delli yumyum.
Me: Ya'll need rehab.
Musa: You need to accept to make a Tinder profile .
Lihle: Get some to rid cobwebs in that honey pot. I'm sure the honey is stiff now
Me: Hhaa. Mxm. Osetlaela.(you stupid)
Musa: Yho[laughing and chockes]
Me: Yha modimu kealeboga. You agree with( yes thank you, God)
Lihle: But on a serious note. When?
Me: Well, guys, I have been busy with he paper work and extra classes it's hectic, guys.
Musa: You must at least explore. Nkha called yesterday at night, and I confronted what he did.
Me: Why
Musa: Hebenna Neotholo Lami Kgosi. What do you mean why? You, my friend? [bell rings]
Lihle: Are you okay though, love?
Me: Let me go before my learners come back.[rush out]

I really feel bad about not answering them. I just don't want to even think about it. Well, when he left that day, he texted and called me every day. On our second week of talking, he wanted us to meet up for lunch on Saturday. I told Musa about it, and she was happy. But he postponed it after the next two weeks, because he had to go on a business trip in CapeTown. I was cool, and I understood. We continued having our phone call, which I enjoyed as always for the first week, but then the second week on Tuesday, he said he had to go to a second location. Then, late that day, he went MIA. I was worried at first, so I asked Musa if he heard anything about only to get a picture of him holding hands with a woman whom I later discovered was his ex. Musa came to my house to be with me. I was so hurt and disappointed. He called and texted me two days later, but I never even bothered to log in to them. I simply blocked him. It's been three days and I'm not going to dwell it this feel so I'll concentrate on my work. I know it's wrong to shut it down. But I have to work and not let it disturb my professional environment. Guys, Nkhanyezi was a dream guy. I liked him. No, I still do. He was so communicative, and I felt so comfortable even on the phone. He was such a gentleman. He'd buy me lunch and even send his driver to bring dinner that Mam lethu cooked because of how busy I was. We'd even pray together every night and morning. So it's not my fault for having expectations in these things. And I was so hurt because I was genuinely worried about him. But in the back of my mind, I always knew it was too good to be true.

After school came and I'm now in traffic. I don't feel like cooking today. I'll order when I get home. After 20 minutes, I'm in the complex. I see a car parked on my driveway. A matte Black G63 Benze. My dream car I park on the side walk. I got out of my car and approached the. It's like the person sees me approaching and opens the door. You have got to be kidding me. Can a girl get a break already. To think I have more paperwork to deal with and come to the headline. Yho Modimu.