ME-YOURSELF-AND-US

FOURTEEN

I'm in the shower, left the hot water, relaxing my muscles, and thought. I have been thinking about Nkhanyezi and how intimate our talk was. After he left, I locked the door and waited until he drove off. Then came here in the shower. How can I be so unfair in not letting him say his side of the story. But you know how these men will manipulate you and your feelings, making you believe him even after you have concrete evidence. I get out off the shower and moisturize my body take of the shower cap. I want to brain my hair, but I'm too lazy to unbrain this hairstyle, and I won't pay for people to do that. Plus it's Friday. I'll do it during the weekend. I'm happy we knock off early on Friday. I get dressed in night black satin dress that above my thighs Back snx a matchkng bonnet to my present moment. Never have I ever had a guy make feel and believe every word he said. It felt so soothing like I'm floating on air in beautiful serene where we were. The way he looked at me. The way he touched me. The way he was in my personal space immediately became ours. I really miss him right now. Its like he left with a piece of me. I went down stairs and went to eat the food he bought its KFC twister and zinger wings. I take my phone from the charger next to the TV stand then sat on the sofa with my food and my phone put a throw on. I login my contacts and unblock him, notifications fly in like atomic bomb. I login in our WhatsApp chatting read his messages. Damn. Text him thanks for the food. When he left he took the other food coz it was a lot for me alone. My phone rings. It a video call from Him.

Me: Hey
Nkha: Poonkie wam
Me: Haii Nkhanyezi [giggling]
Nkha: What?[chuckling]
Me: I don't like that name
Nkha: It's fine I'll love it for the both of us
Me: [rolling]
Nkha: ungangigingqeli. Uzowagingqa lapho ungaphansi kwami ​​ngikuphulula ujule(don't roll your at me. you'll roll them when you're under me stroking you deeply)
Me:[gasp then choke while I drop the phone]
Nkha: Mamakhe?
Me: mmh[ take the phone up the. Blushing uncontrollably]
Nkha: Uright(you're alright)[smirking]
Me: Sure. Umm let go now goodnight
Nkha: Hau[chuckling]. Ni...

I drop the call. He calls again.

Nkha: Angaluvali ucingo ngisakhuluma. Ukungahloniphi akubekezelelwa. Okay goodnight.(Don't hang up the phone when I'm still talking. Disrespect is not tolerated.)
Me: Good night Nkhanyezi.

He hangs up. You the authority. Haii. I continue eat while watching soap called "Umkhoka" (the curse) on TV. The gobto wash my dishes after do some paper work and went to bed around eleven. What a day.

Friday!!!. Did morning routine as always. Its quiet sunny outside. Before I get dressed let me go eat and make my lunch which is just a simple sandwich and juice no snack just water. I eat my cereal once done with making my lunch and head upstairs to wear my clothes

I get a voice text from Nkhanyezi.

Nkh: sawubona mkami engimthandayo. ube nosuku oluhle. Ungakhathazeki ngizobuya emahoreni ambalwa.(good morning my lovely wife. have a beautiful day. don't worry I'll in a few hours.)

Outfit:

Black lace set underwear white baggy Galaxy boy shirt with royal blue high-waisted jean folded at the end little above ankle and white and baby blue Nike quarter leg sneaker with white sock. Gold accessories.

Went down stairs and I head a knock on my door. I opened is the driver

DR: Good morning. I'm AJ. Ms Khosi I was instructed by Mr Zwane to accompany you work place.
Me: Good morning AJ. Let get my staff and I'll right out. I closed the door went to get my staff and lunch bag. Went out not forgetting to lock the door. I see him waiting the backseat door I get the he opens for me and closes it. Ohkayy.

NFO: Ms K. Good morning.
Khosi: Morning
Me: Hey munchies.

The rest of the I had fun with them and siblings wars here and there. Them asking questions and all. Inquisitive little beings. We get to school and the rest of morning begins.

It's now lunch and with my gang. Its that time. If you know you know.

Musa: Sem tswere tswere se natlha, Sem tswere tswere se natlha, ngwana o tswere ke se ntlha.[sing]( The caught her(2×))
Lihle:[ulutating]
Me: Mxm[blushing]
Musa: What a man. I'm so happy. I can't wait to your maid of honor.
Lihle:mngani asihambe siyothungisa(friend let's go sow)
Musa: I have designer in mine mngani
Me: hhoo Bus. We are not even dating. And it's to soon I don't even know the guy.
Musa: Don't lie to yourself sweetie. You are within. You have fallen. And what's so big in knowing someone. It will take a whole entire lifetime to know a person. Girl don't let this opportunity miss you. Just let the man adore you. I also want to hold a candle.
Lihle: Yes lit with paraffin.
Musa: Bona. Maal.(look. So much)
Me: But what If h..
Lihle: Yeyi. Girl you're not insecure. Don't let that doubt be in control of your mind and heart. Go do what you know. I want to experience this.
Me: Ohkayy. I'll tell him when he fetches me today.

I know I do love Nkhanyezi. I'm so in love with. I realised the time he went MIA on me and I was so worried I couldn't even sleep. My friends are right. I don't let doubt rule. I'm ruled by the faith I receive from my Saviour, Jehover Provider,The alpha and amega. My God father of Jesus. I my gut feeling says I should grab this opportunity. I am giving in.

It's now after school I'm by at class packing my stuff and I leave the class not forgetting to lock and got to the staff room. I walk to the gate not forgetting to say bye to bhuti Sifso. I see a Mercedes X 500 4 matic class thats Matte Black. He gets out. The my Mufasa. My king get out the wearing a white shirt hold his toned upper and royal blue jeans with white new balance sneakers. This guy is buff and it suits him. His not only buff on his upper body but his lower body as well like so perfect. I see he went to do his head. So beautiful damn. He looks at as I approach him and smile. I get there. He takes my stuff and hooks his other around pulling closer and kisses my whole face.

Me:Nkhaaa[giggling]
Nkh: I missed you Poonkie[smiles looked down at me]