I was under a thin layer of sheets and shivered from the open window breeze swarming inside. My thin fingers reached under my bed on the floor tracing the cold carpet to find my sharp metal object. When i felt it i pushed it into my hand and brought it up with me. The moonlight shined into my room and on my wrist. I flipped the rasor to the sharp edge and traced my wrist over the soft,bumpy veins where i would cut. I squeezedmy rasor tighty and plunged it into my akin as i felt the layers break as it went in more. Then i saw the scarlet red blood dripping down my arm. The warm blood sweeping out all the worries, pain, and worst fears. I know it is a false release, people tell me enough but i just cant help it. The tears started trickling down and the moons brightness hilighted them. The salty wet tears traced down on my hopeless face. I couldn't stand life anymore i just wanted it to end.bi was drowning in a black endless whole of evil and it was consuming me. The last thing i saw was the bright full gazing moon which reminded me of my beloved brother. Then my eyes were blurry and i closed them slowly as the darkness krept it.
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Just Let Me Go
RandomMy life is falling down on me. Will i eventualy kill myself? Mabey. Will i cut? Yes. Its a neverending battle that i can't win. I'm struggling to push this boulder away to have freedom and be happy but will i make it? Lets see......