Just Let Me Go

Nothing...

Thoughts were crowding my head, where would i go, where to sleep, how to eat, and how to even leave. I know I had a friend, Hailey, and she was the only one I had but she lives so far away. I didnt have anything, anythingat all not even a simple jaket to protect me frome the cold breezes swarming around me. I shivered as all the hopelesness crept in consuming me. I fell to the cold ground, then that damn suicide thought crept in my mind. I slowly picked myself off the cold stone ground. The breeze swarmed around me as i could only think of one thing. Suicide. I walked heavily through the street and towards my favorite place to go, its a cliff with waves crashing around it and rocks at the bottem. Cold tears soon traced my cheeks which made me shiver more. I couldnt stand my life anymore, it was completely screwed up and no one ever liked me the slightest except my brother and Hailey. I wasn't even supposed to be born! It was an accident from my always drunk parents that always abuse me. At school if i ever went people at school would slam me aginst lockers and scream "Emo!" In my face because of my style. I felt the cold blissful need of death as the moonlight shined off my streaming tears. I walked more faster to the cliff when I saw it in sight and soon was running untill i made a stop at the edge. I looked around carefully to make sure no one was around and looked down at the crashing waves splashing on my amd sharp shiny rocks calling my name. I took a second to make my last breath lastful and long and slowly leaned over the ledge slightly letting the last tear fly out of my eye. I felt so graceful thinking "Its ending now..." and almost smiling to myself when suddenly i felt a hand on my arm holding me up from my death.