Tomorrow at 5.30PM [Skephalo Oneshot]

i love him

Saying he was in love was an uderstatement.

The poor boy had fallen so hard for him... him, hah, funny how he was sure he was straight, that's untill he met BadBoyHalo, That name was so out of pocket for him, it didn't fit his character at all, but at the same time it fit him so well... So sweet and caring but at the same time so strong and brave.

Zak just couldn't take his mind off the guy he's been helplessly inlove with, so here he was again, at 6AM , wide awake as the sun rised. It was one of those countless days were he just couldn't get his mind to shut off and go to sleep, usually he would call Bad in situations like these, renting about how his day was, and speaking out everything that passed trough his mind, while the other silently listened, occasionally giving feedbacks untill one of the 2 fell asleep. But this time he couldn't call Bad, since he was the reason why he was in this situation in the first place, he knew that if he called him he would have accidentally spilled out things that he didn't want to say. As much as overused it sounded, the fanfiction writers were right, he was a coward, he was scared of ruining his friendship with him, and he couldn't let that happen. Why out of all the people his bestfriend... why?

That was his last tought untill he finally fell asleep.

After a few tears had fallen on Zak's cheeks he started to think he couldn't do much about this whole situation. He hated it, he hated how since BadBoyHalo started hanging out on that other SMP he was now left without even just a text for days on end, He hated how clingy he was towards bad, 'He's just very very busy' he told himself, he hated how the tought of beeing withot him hurted so much, but the thing he absolutely hated the most was how he was constantly shipped with that other guy... what was his name again? Oh yes, Forever. ''Skeppy, don't be rediculous, it's nothing new, it's like when they used to ship us, why are you taking this so personally'' Bad told him '' It's nothing like it was with us! What, is he your bestfriend too now?'' skeppy responded, maybe for Bad it really was the same, he already knew that Bad didn't like him back, but it still hurt, that sentence alone shattered his heart a little bit more than it already was ''Well.. he is one of my closest friend skeppy, what, are you jel-'' before Bad could finish Skeppy left the call. After that 'Fight' he didn't texted him for a few days, but that's not the worst part, Bad didn't even try to text him in the first place. He had fucked up, he shouldn't have brought up their ship, since apparrently they both had different pont of vew of it.

They fucking met up. It took me over 4 years to convince him to meetup with me, yet he willingly decides to metup with HIM after not even 6 months of knowing him...

Things started to go back to 'normal' where skeppy still craved atteintion but was too scared to ask bad for some. It's not how Zak would like it to be, but better then when Bad wasn't even searching for him. If you'd see him you could think that he was the same as skeppy as ever, he would never admit it , but that meetup really shocked him, he was not in the best place mentally, he even stopped uploading, well, not exactly, you could still see a new video pop upon your fyp, but it never included Him. Maybe sometimes as a player in an event, but nothing more.

He was sick and tired of this whole taboo, maybe Bad didn't needed Skeppy, but Skeppy needed Bad, so in a fit of rage, he bought the closest plane ticket to bad that he could find.

Tomorrow at 5.30 PM. he quckly started to pack a few things, the essentials: 2 shirts, a pair of shorts and a ring.the rest he'll buy it there. With tears still streaming down his face he put up Bad's stream, trying too fall asleep, he hated how even after everything he still loved that man more than anything else. His voice calmed him down in an instant, it was like if a huge waight was lifted from his shoulders, The effects that Bad gave him were incredible, and he had no idea. He once again fell asleep thinking about Him.