I Commit Myself To You

Chapter 11

ANNE

sis..."saad ko then i quickly hugged her‚ and after that we look at each other with a tears in our faces.

how are you?ok ka lang ba?may masakit ba sayo?anong gusto mo?nagugutom kana ba?"sunod sunod kong tanong sa kaniya‚ mahinhin siyang tumawa bago mag salita.

sis ano ba?kalma lang"saad niya kaya nag pout nalang ako sa kaniya.

kasi naman eh‚ you make us all so worried‚ what happen ba?and bakit ako lang na aalala mo?"tanong ko sa kaniya she ask me to sit beside her so i did.

i don't know either‚ i can't remember every single thing fck‚ i only remembered getting hit" saad niya sakin‚ i can see her disappointed face. Before saying anything i immediately opened the door for the ist hosts to come in as vice aggred. And with that they all hugged vice except one. Vhong.

oh gosh vicey you got us all worried"karylle worriedly said while running to vicey.

okay ka lang ba cutiepie?"jhong asks vicey also the other ist hosts check on her but she didn't even know them.

vhong..."i called vhong‚ he's just on the other side of the room just looking at vice while she's talking to the hosts.

oh anne‚ bakit?dun kana makisabay ka sa kanila"he told me and he immediately stood up and go in front of the door and by that the hosts looked at him‚ i quickly go to vhong to ask him.

vhong..where are you going?aalis ka agad?you won't even gonna greet vicey?"i told him he looked at me with a sad face.

para saan pa?"vhong with his stuttering voice‚ i know he's just forcing his self not to cry.

to ask her if she's okay?"i told him i looked at him straight in his eyes‚ i can see his teary eyes.

no need anne‚ i can see that she's okay..please take a good care of her‚ hindi ko pa kayang humarap sa kaniya...at alam ko na kahit hindi niya ako natatandaan nararamdaman ko na ayaw niya pa akong makita or kausapin na hindi niya pa kaya. So please alagaan niyo siya‚ babalik ako we just need time to process everything"he told me and he opened the door he turned around at us before closing the door and i can see that his now crying.

VHONG

saktong pag labas ko ay saktong pag tulo ng luha ko‚ napag desisyonan ko na pumunta muna sa parents ko para aliwin ang sarili ko para makalimutan ko ang mga nangyari at para ma process lahat.

KARYLLE

i can see that they're really in pain‚ even if vicey forget everything i can feel it.

anne..what if we plan something for both of them?"bulong ko kay anne.

what plan?what do you mean?"she told me na naguguluhan pa.

anne i can't deal with this..you know what i mean?like hindi ko kayang makita silang nasasaktan..and we all promised that we'll help each other through ups and downs‚ hindi naman sa nakiki-alam tayo or what we just want to help"a long explanation that i told her she just gave a me a look of something.

5 months had passed.....

everytime they see each other at work they were just like strangers..they didn't even bother to talk. Even if vhong wants to.

Flashback..

mi-..i mean vice can we talk? privately"saad ko sa kaniya tumango siya at pinalabas muna yung mga kasama niya umupo ako sa upuan na nasa gilid lang niya.

vice..alam ko hindi mo parin ako natatandaan but please forgive me..hindi mo man maintindihan ngayon but someday you'll know. I never had an affair with her alam mong kontento na ako sayo minahal kita sa kung sino ka at sa kung ano ka. Your enough. Your imperfections was the main reason why i loved you. Wala kang pag kukulang mine..pero ako meron. Sinasabi ko to hindi dahil hindi kita kayang hintayin. Kaya ko vice kaso lang alam ko na nahuhulog kana sa kaniya. Na siya na yung bagong rason ng mga ngiti mo,ng kasiyahan mo, ang bagong mahal mo. Hindi ko alam na aabot tayo sa ganito eh. Sinubukan kong lumaban pero ikaw na mismo yung sumuko"saad ko sa kaniya pinilit kong wag umiyak pero hindi ko kinaya eh, she also cried while listening.

i'm sorry"a short word that made my heart shuttered.

it won't fix everything everything vice‚ and please wag mo nang i deny na nakaka alala ka na‚ nararamdaman ko yon eh‚ mas masakit na nagsinungaling kapa"yes she remembered everything‚ sinabi na mismo sakin ni anne.

Present..

they still talk but civil.

vice wanted a divorce‚ she signed the divorce papers but vhong never even took a glance of it. She loves her wife that she can't even leave her.

VHONG

vhongskie..."saad ni anne sakin.

a-anne..anong g-ginagawa mo dito?"tanong ko sa kaniya. sinarado niya ang pinto ng aking silid at marahang lumapit.

v-vhong.. uhm.. i came here to check up on you. vhong free your mind‚ free yourself‚ vice already have someone else. stop chasing her vhong‚ sinasaktan mo lang 'yang sarili mo."galit at alalang tono niyang saad sa'kin.

anne hindi ko kaya. she's my love‚ my heart‚ my home‚ my life.."naiiyak kong saad sa kaniya.

but vhong wala na! just move on! vhong please, kami na mismo ang nag mamaka-awa sayo, tama na. vice just wanted to be happy, and so you are. kung gusto mo siyang maging masaya then let her be free, pakawalan mo, palayain mo, vhong she's not yours now."saad sa'kin ni anne.

kung sa una palang sana ginawa ko na lahat para pigilan 'to edi sana masaya kami ngayon. pero hindi eh masaya na siya sa iba." saad ko sa utak at umiyak na lamang.

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pag-alis ni anne sa bahay ay agad kong kinuha ang isang papel, tinignan ko muna ito ng ilang minuto bago pirmahan.

now she's finally be free. siguradong sasaya na siya.

nag ayos na ako at pumunta sa trabaho, back to work ika nga. bago ako pumunta sa lounge ay pumunta muna ako sa dr ni vice, hindi para pilitin siyang muli, kundi para ibigay ang divorce papers.

how are you vhongskie?"tanong ni anne sakin pag pasok ko sa lounge. Tumango lang ako at hindi sumagot.

TBC.....

this update supposed to be drafted but i’m inactive for a while so this is me posting an update.

goodluck sa school everyone!