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⚠️❤️rekrap x reader sh comfort❤️⚠️

requested by an irl friend. If you're reading this, you matter- don't forget
Sorry if this is shitty! Didn't edit...

TW : s/h, blood, generally stuff along those lines

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Oh man.

Blood, blood. Blood-stained toilet paper strewn across the floor. Most of them have been flushed. But there was still more.

You sat on the floor of the bathroom, taking deep breaths. Failing miserably, though. You were crying and wiping your eyes frantically... what would Rek say if he saw you like this? You slap your face a bit and steel yourself... gotta clean this mess first!

But still, your shoulder was still painted with cuts. You search the cabinets for bandages... none.

That's okay... maybe you can use... foundation. It wasn't perfect, but better than nothing. You searched the cabinets and grabbed a little vial of it and spread it on your shoulder, wincing... temporary solution, you told yourself.

Suddnely, the front door unlocked. You dropped the container in shock, fumbling for it. Luckily, it was made of plastic and didn't break.

"I'm back!" you heard him shout from downstairs. You heard him come up the stairs and panicked, looking at the evidence of your pain still scattered across the bathroom. Individually not concerning but together a big giveaway...

"Gimme a second-" you tell him, looking at the mess. You started putting things away at record speeds...

You guess he didn't know why you were requesting a moment, so he just entered your room, seeing you in the bathroom. You look up and brush away as much blood-stained toilet paper as you could, but oh well. Too late.

"...oh." He backed away, embarrassed.

"No-wa- wait! Uh, I'm not- it's not what it looks- like um." You sputter with a facepalm.

"Y/N..." he says quietly, walking towards you. He sat down next to you and gave you a soft hug. "What happened?"

"It... I'm... it's complicated. I don't want to burden you with all that."

"You sure? I can listen if you want." He assures.

"Really I-... No I don't want to bore you."You tilt your head subtly, praying the feeling of crying would go away.

"That's okay. You're gonna be okay, right?" He leans into you.

"I..." You try to blink your tears away, glad that he's not looking directly at your face right now. "Thank... thank you... yes. I'll be okay." Not sure what else to say.

"I can... uh... help you clean up."

"Oh, ah... I'll take care of it. Don't worry. But thanks."

"Alright... just... let me know if you need anything. I'm gonna go record a video, so yeah."

He walked away, leaving you sitting alone on the cold floor... right, cleaning.

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You were laying in bed for a while, tired. You had cleaned up everything, including youself... finally. Your drowsiness surrounded you like your blanket.

Just then, Rek walked into your room.

"Can I be with you for a bit?"

"Mhhhm." You sleepily nod. He slips into bed with you, arms wrapping around you.

"Feeling better?"

"Dunno... I guess yea." You mumble.

"Good to hear."

You sit (lay?) In silence for a bit with Rek. His body is really warm... you almost doze off until he jolts you awake with his voice.

"Hey. This is random... but I love you."

"Rek we have been dating for two months now- I know you do..." you mumble and chuckle.

"Ah, uh, I just wanted to remind you."

"Oh.. did I sound rude?" You ask.

"Nononono don't worry."

You turn towards him and manage a soft smile before finally, sleep manages to grab on your hand and drag you into its realm.

The last thing you feel before dozing off is a soft kiss on your forehead.