9. A Chance

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I am sitting on bed thinking what happened yesterday night and today in morning

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I am sitting on bed thinking what happened yesterday night and today in morning.
"Yesterday night when she was confessing everything how much she missed me and loves me I was so happy but in morning it all changed. As if I've been dreaming. I don't know what's going on in her mind. Why she is pushing me again? Destiny once played role to introducing us and then felling apart and now it's doing the same thing. Something has changed this time that she doesn't want to be with me. My heart is paining, there's a heaviness from last five years which was relieved the moment I saw her. I know she might be feeling it was all her mistake that she broke up. But it was mutual. She took first step but I didn't protested I should have protested. 'Past can't be changed.'
I know one thing if not her than there's no one I'll ever be with. She is my peace, my happiness, my love and everything. I can't let her slip away again. I want her, need her."
I stood up from bed with determination that I won't let her slip away again from me. I love you Kaira and will forever love you. I want you to realise our love. I'll do whatever it takes to make it happen.
I was getting ready because we are going to explore jaipur today. Akash is are guide for today. He has been here before.
I wore blue denim jeans with white shirt and cap. It was really hot outside today. I sat down on couch with laptop on my lap. I don't know when they will get ready as they are always late. I just sat when my phone rang showing Siddharth. I picked up.
"Hey! Come outside we are going." He said.
"Okay." I said in shock. They never get ready on time. I made my way outside. No one was there. I called Siddharth again.
"Where are you guys?" I asked him.
"We are in parking." He said.
I made my way to parking and there they were. I searched around because I thought Kaira will be joining us but found her nowhere. Akash came beside me and whispered. "She is not coming." I looked at him and nodded.
We sat in car. Akash was driving and I am sitting on passenger seat while Siddharth and Rohini at back. We were going when we heard a sound. I know this voice 'Kaira' I turned around she was there signalling her hand for stopping. I told Akash to stop.
She came running and said. "I thought why should I sit alone in here. I too should come with you guys." She said smiling.
"Thank God. Otherwise you must've regretted not coming with us." Akash said high fying her.
She sat between Siddharth and Rohini. And was teasing them. "How are you both feeling?" She said smiling. Rohini slapped her arm.
"Shut up Kaira. We both are feeling nothing." Rohini said to which all three of us started laughing. Siddharth gave us glare. And Rohini started looking outside the window.
"Are you guys sure? Because your faces are telling something else." We started laughing again.
She was laughing. I saw her laughing after such long time. It feels like forever. I missed her laugh. 
"Okay guys let's have something first then we will move further because I am really hungry." All of us nodded to Akash.
We got down and made our way to restaurant. After eating we were going outside when I bumped into someone. I looked down to see. Rhea my bestfriend what is she doing here.
She was my bestfriend, not now.
"Hey! How are you?" She asked me hugging tightly. We met after a long time because after breakup with Siddharth she shifted to USA.
"I am good what about you? Where have you been?" Hugging her back. We pulled away.
"I just came to India for some work. I wanted to meet you and was thinking about calling you but see we met here only. So how's life been?" She asked telling about herself.
"It good I started my own business. You know it already and there's nothing more." I said.
"Are you sure? I just saw Kaira here. There's nothing going on?" She said raising an eyebrow.
I shook my head. "I am trying." She nodded.
"All the best. I hope you succeed." She smiled. "Let's meet everyone." I nodded.
"Everyone see who I met." I said excitedly.
She waved at everyone. Kaira and Akash smiled at her. I saw frown on Rohini's face seeing her. And Siddharth.
"Rhea how are you?" Siddharth said coming forward to hug her.
Hugging him back. "I am good. How are you? You look so different now."
"It's all Rohini's magic." He said laughing.
"What do you mean?" Rohini said from behind.
"Hi Rohini. How are you?" She said hugging her.
"I am good. You are back in India?" Rohini said hugging her back.
"Yeah just for some work then I will go back to London." Siddharth and Rohini raised their eyebrows.
"London. You were in America." Siddharth said.
"Yeah I was but I shifted to London it been a year now. How would you know? Have you ever tried to talk?" She said glaring at him.
"I was... I am sorry. But this idiot Aarav he didn't tell me." He said defending himself.
"Have you ever asked? Why would I tell you?" I said he was going to say something when Kaira interrupted, hugging Rhea.
"Leave them both. I missed you." Kaira said.
"I missed you too." Akash joined them in their hug. We were talking and chilling remembering our college days. But I saw one thing Kaira was not at all participating in conversation. She was lost in her own thoughts. I want to know what's going on in her mind.
Akash nudged her. And muttered something which made both of them laugh I was happy that she was smiling but whenever our eyes met she instantly looked away.
All day we spent exploring jaipur. We were back in hotel and went to our respective rooms. I wanted to talk to Kaira but didn't got time. Now it was time for dinner but I was not hungry so I slept because tomorrow is wedding and I need to look fresh. And I will talk to Kaira also.

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