MEGASTAR ONESHOTS!!☆☆

If i could tell why i love you-

I would.

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Warnings : hurt/comfort , depictions of violence , temporary onesided , Self harm(?) , drug abuse

Continuity : S3 TF!Prime

Note : TC and skywarp are alive except their stationed on a diffrent post, also skywarp and thundercracker dont look like starscream. Theyrw seekers but diffrent frame types whils starscreams lanky skywarps build is that of dreadwing and thundercracker is that of an bigger knockout but seeker , my oc roughnut is in this as an vehicon for starscreams recovery.
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Starscream hobbled over to the medibay, another failed mission. Another day. Another embarrassment.

Starscream was used to it, he would leave if he could! Believe it. But his survival depends on this. And these damned feelings are shackling him too. Megatron had been practically spitting energon out his mouth for hours before hitting him 'lightly'

"come on now starscream. Cannot even take a light hit?" he'd hear megatron say as his back strut hit the wall and scrape on the wall hitting the floor. He stayed quiet, just hoping megatron would stop. Megatron scoffed walking away turning to shockwave "shockwave. Is predaking back from recon?" shockwave this. Shockwave that. Kindness to shockwave. Empathy to shockwave. Trust. Why not to him? Why not to the now reformed loyal starscream that tries his hardest? Why not to the bot you chose over someone clearly stronger than him. Diddnt you believe in me? Starscream wanted to say

As both bots left the room he finally got up and now he's infront of the medbay opening the medbay as knockout was cleaning his equipment. "starscream! Welcome back. What seems to be the problem?" starscream grunted at knockouts leisure attitude "my backstrut is aching to the pits." knockout briefly looked at his back looking a bit worried(?) and turned back to look at him "it looks nasty.. Well on the slab. Chest down if you will" knockout instructed going to grab his extra equipment probably an x-ray, starscream settled on an semi-comfortable position to lay as his arms diddnt really have any room for his lankyness

He heard knockout hum in acknowledgement before whistling like the fleshies and grunting "i know you dont like it but im putting you on bedrest." he immediately sat up "what?! No! You know why i cant be on bedrest knockout!" "yes of course i do! But your strut is about to shatter if you dont!" "well cant i do office work?!" "if you limit your movement and have an helper then sure" starscrean grunted grumbling about deciding on an vehicon "fine..for how long?" "self-repair should kick on this midnight so maybe a week. BUT! A whole month for it to fully recover, youll be back on field in two if earliest one-half week." starscream sighed in relief. Atleast he'd neednt wait too long.

He left knockouts with self-repair boost pills and immediately downed three feeling his whole body become slightly colder, a bitter taste left in his mouth. Probably shouldve done it with an energon to swallow it, he returned to his berth seeing the floor slightly messy. Now with free time he decided to clean up his mess of a berth, now finished he looked at it and realised he hadnt talked to his trine in awhile.

His trine picked up "Screamer!!! Heya!" skywarp said with cheer "hello skywarp.." he smiled hearing his trinemates voice "wheres thundercracker?" he questioned "oh he's right.." he could hear his trinemate walking and the camera shaking "here!! Say hi to screamer TC!" thundercarcker glanced up from his desk and looked over "Star! Hello! We tried calling a few minutes ago why diddnt ya pick up?" "i... Uh.." he struggled to say the words "i was in the medbay.." he said, he wanted to be though, to be the eldest youd have to be the toughest. Right? "what!? Why!" skywarp said "my backstrut had been aching an bit but im fine. Well anyways what about you two? How are you two doing stationed on elaxtra?" starscrea named the post they were stationed and they looked ecstatic to talk about it "well for starters! We hit the jackpot! Remember when in the latest report we said we were running low on energon and may need you guys too send some?" thundercracker stated looking pleased "well turns out! The fricking 19 000 moons this planet has! Is filled to the brim with energon!" skywarp interrupted thundercraker "and guess who discovered it??" he continued "this smartass!" he pointed to thundercracked who was already pointing to himself

Starscream clapped laughing quietly "wow tc..i diddnt know you knew how to map?" "hey im not all looks! Unlike someone.." he points to skywarp subtly "hey!" starscream laughed again now louder and a warm smile appeared on his face his trinemates heard his laugh and laughed with him. The three continued talking for hours untill the three diddnt even realise till it was 2AM for starscream and hed have to go sleep if he wanted his cells to work swiftly. He said his goodbyes to his trine and went to sleep thinking of megatron praising him before falling asleep.

He woke up the next day, his back strut aching terribly. Another 3 pillz downed. If he remembered correctly knockout advised 3 perday. Well i guess thats all hed eat for today. He walked out before an drone was standing outside shouted just loud enough to catch sone attention. "who are you?.." starscream said looking at thw mysterious vehicon "im your helper for one or two weeks commander, my name is roughnut and ive been assigned by both commander soundave and medic knockout." the vehicon obviously had alot of respect for starscream so starscream thought he coukd put uo with him. He sighed "okay then roughnut. Your only task is to fetch me stuff while im going through files. Understand?" "yes comander starscrean understood." the bot was very uptight "and for primus sake dont call anyone commander except for me." "so i dont call soundwave and shockwave commander?.." starscream nodded "and what shall i adress megatron then?" "lord megatron is fine." "yes commander starscream!" starscream started walking to his office and passed by the mess hall "commander starscream? Are you not going to eat your first meal?.." roughnut said "no. But your welcome too." roughnut shook his helm "ive already drank my share" "hmm...early?" "5AM sir" "its now six pm?.. Have you been sitting out my berthroom for an hour?.." starscream felt slightly guilty but shook it off as roughnut was an subordinate and lower ranked then him "ah..yeah but its fine commander." they arrived at starscreams offixe and they both entered the very neat office with it being semi decorated. Two decepticon propaganda posters on a wall and a shelf filled with megatrons old poetry books on the other wall and an chair in corner with his desk facing the door and behind said desk were bookshelves lined with datapads,science awards, explorer awards, and books in the bookshelf

"your office is..surprisingly normal. Ive been to each of high comands office for datapad delivery and shockwaves is the dirtiest and weirdest.." starscreams head perked, shockwave gossip? Him being not perfect? Welk thats actually perfect. "tell me about it." "hmm?" starscream sat on his desk pulling up a large stack of datafiles to read through "each high-commands office. Go from best to worst." starscream said gesturing for roughnut to sit on the lounge chair in the corner "people speaking is good background noise." a starscream continued "ah yes sure!" roughnut was much of an talking enthusiast. You could say hes an major yapper even!

Once starscream was finished with everything he neatly stacked the files, he'd have a drone come pick them up later. Starscream looked over to see thar roughnut had fallen asleep waiting for him, his back started aching again. Down goes another three pills, 'ah,i was supposed to eat three only..' he thought to himself 'i suppose its fine.' he shrugged deciding that hed retire to his room for the rest of the day. He got up walking to roughnut waking him up "roughnut. Your duty is done." he said formally "ah! My apologies commander!" "no no its quite alright, i will retire to my room now as i am finished of my duties" "what time is it?" "hmm.." he looked away checking his internal systems "5PM earth time." "ah.. Okay then commander" roughnut got upd bowing in respect and left leaving him alone

He got in his room feeling unusually tired and decided to go sleep. Hitting his helm on his pillow (yes pillow fuck you) he started thinking about megatron again. what he would give to have megatron gold him like he did in the early days of the war. To have megatron care for him like he did in those days. He hadnt realise when he started leaking oil but it mustbe been recent as he was still crying as humans call it. 'ugh. Disrespectful of myself.' he blinked the tears away and took out an napkin from his subspace and wiped his tears, his back terribly ached once again down goes another three pills soothing his ailment making him sigh in relief calming down and falling asleep.

Maybe once he woke uo things ought to be diffrent.

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Note : I planned to make this longer but i have to write another chapter :') btw this is an rewrite of an TERRIBLY written old fic