Chapter 13: THAT'S NOT LOVE, RIGHT?!

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Izana spend the whole day ignoring you and your blabberings yet you weren't affected a bit, instead you were imagining what will be his reaction when he gonna know you are his secret admirer.

Later after school, you ran as fast as possible to the park so you can reach before Izana. You sat by the water fountain gazing at the beautiful yet colourful koi swimming round it. Its was incredibly peaceful as you try to touch the fishes resulting for them to be afraid and splash water on you. You put your bag on the ground to avoid drenching it while annoying the fishes.

An hour passed by, you could hear children yelling and playing with their siblings and friends, it reminded you when you used to come and play in the park at their age.

You sighed as Izana was still nowhere to be seen and you started sulking,

"I guess maybe he isn't interested into knowing... or maybe my gift was boring.." you mumbled to yourself all demotivated as you stood up and walk away. You kicked on the pebbles while walking completely disappointed, your hands in the pocket of your skirt.

Yet an ice cream seller caught your attention as children surrounded him. Those laughs soften your heart as you smiled a bit, and approached the seller choosing your favourite flavour.

"Its gonna be ¥20 for you young lady"

"Sure" you smiled as you searched for your bag and realised you've been walking around without it
'Ohh shoot! I left my back near the fountain'

"Sumimasen, I forgot my bag!!!!" You bowed as you quickly sprint back to the fountain, praying no one would steal it since it contained your wallet and copy books.

You panted heavily as you reached the fountain and run around it trying to search for your school bag.

"Ahhh there you are!" You sighed in relief seeing it was still where you left it earlier.

Just as you bent to pick it up, you heard lazy and heavy footsteps at the other side of the fountain, your curiosity made you look up only to see Izana walking with his one hand in his side pocket while his other was holding his cigarette.

Your eyes widened and twinkled with happiness seeing your crush really came and not only that, but it seemed he drop by late because he went to pierce his ears as he was wearing those signature earrings you gifted him in the morning.

Like you assumed, the earrings suited him, he was more charming as ever that any woman would jump on him. Well especially you, after all you enhanced his beauty.

Izana put the cigarette to his lips as he removed his hand from his pocket and runs his slender fingers in his silver hair before he throw the remaining cigarette and crush it under his shoe.

You couldn't help but to drool, how can a ruthless man be so attractive at the same time? You were about to walk around to meet him yet you frowned seeing him smiling while he was looking infront of him. A smile he never showed to you neither in your presence, not even to your gift.

You follow his gaze, as you saw he was smiling at another girl. That girl was none other than the most popular girl in your entire school. She walked towards Izana, wearing a super mini skirt with heels and crop top. Her cleavage was completely revealing.

"Izanaaa you are late babe.." she spoke in a fake worried voice, making you furrowed your eyebrows in anger.

"What the fuck is going on.." you mumbled to yourself as the girl wrapped her arms around his shoulders and kiss him right on the lips.

What shocked you even more was Izana was enjoying the kiss as he pulled her waist and shamelessly squeezed her ass making her gasp and giggled.

The scene before you was so obvious that Izana wasn't interested in meeting you, he came for his girlfriend at the same place of your rendez vous.

You gripped on your skirt as your vision became completely blurry with tears. A lump was stuck in your throat making it difficult to breath as your heart was totally clenching on sorrow. You were utterly heartbroken. You didn't know what to do as you unconsciously bite your lower lips making it bleed you avoid crying loud.

The fountain statue was blocking their gaze from you yet all of this was making you wanting to puke. Never in your dream you thought you gonna be so heartbroken, like they say one sided love always hurts.

But was it even love ? No it isn't... you kept trying to console yourself as the two lovers walked away, the girl wrapped her arm around his and pressed her breasts against him.

"I'm not in love... right..its just an infatuation YN...I.. I..." your voice cracked while you try to hide those pain, those unwanted tears yet you couldn't.

"..I..no..I'm just attracted to him..that's...not..love..its..Arrg–" you bury your face in both of your palms as your tears roll down your cheeks continuously, you weren't afraid of crying. You were afraid of that pain, that heartbreak, it was hurting so much that you didn't know how to make it stop.

At the same time, rain started to fall heavily, completely mixing with your tears and soaking your clothes. You froze on the spot, your eyes it was no longer glowing. It became dull as it was hurting too much.

You could no longer hide your face behind your palms as no one can guess you are crying, and even if they knew, they just don't care.

Nobody care, not even Izana..

You slowly walked back home, dragging your bag and your legs as your mind continue to replay that scene of Izana kissing another girl infront of you. You cried silently in the cold rain, your lips twitched as you kept on biting your inner cheek, making them bleed. You felt the metallic taste on your tongue yet it didn't stop you from chewing.

"Love hurts more than anything else.." you mumbled with a broken voice

" you mumbled with a broken voice

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