Jin came out carrying Soobin who looked asleep on Jin's shoulder, Jin's puffy eyes made Jimin feel even more guilty.
"Jin, is Soobin okay? I'm sorry, I didn't know if he was allergic to peanuts and I didn't mean to do it, I'm sorry," Jimin said.
"It's okay Jimin, it's not your fault, I should have been more careful, luckily Soobin hasn't eaten too much and he's fine, I have to go home now," Jin said.
"We'll take you home, it's getting late, don't take a taxi, hm?" Jimin said and Jin nodded, he didn't even see Jungkook next to Jimin.
After taking Jin home, they rushed back home. Jimin, who was sitting next to Jungkook, continued to stare out the window, he felt very guilty, he should have taken good care of Soobin instead of putting him in danger.
"Babe, what's wrong?" Jungkook grabbed Jimin's hand which was on his thigh.
"I'm still thinking about Soobin," Jimin said.
"Jin said he was fine, right?" Jungkook said.
"Yes, but I feel very guilty, I promised Jin to help him look after Soobin, but instead I let him down," Jimin said.
"Help him look after Soobin? Where is his husband?" Jungkook said he wanted to know the truth.
"Please don't say anything about this to him, it's a secret, okay?" Jimin said and Jungkook nodded.
"He doesn't even know who the man was who made his pregnant, he said it was just a mistake, they did it without any basis and they were drunk at the time, but Jin never asked the man to take responsibility, he didn't want to because he felt there was nothing to worry about, I don't know what's on his mind, at least that man should know that he has a child from their one night stand in the mountain, right?" Jimin said and how surprised Jungkook was to know all that.
"Jungkook, watch out!" Jimin said and Jungkook immediately braked his car just as the light turned red.
"Jungkook, what's wrong? We almost had an accident, are you tired? Let me drive if you're tired," Jimin said and Jungkook just stared at the steering wheel.
"Hey Jungkook, are you okay?" Jimin touched his husband's thigh and made him turn around.
"Oh yeah, yeah I'm fine, so Jin doesn't have a husband?" Jungkook said.
"Yeah, he's taking care of Soobin alone, that's why I have to help him, right?" Jimin said.
"Yeah, you're right," Jungkook said.
"Hm, actually I talked to Jin the first time I saw Soobin, his face was very similar to someone and that was you, I just remembered when I saw your little photo at home. He looks a lot like you, his eyes, his smile, even the way he talks is the same as you and now, he has the same allergies as you, right? But it's fun because I see you enough to know how I can take care of him well," Jimin said.
"Jimin," Jungkook said.
"Hmm?" Jimin said.
"Are you this close to Jin?" Jungkook said.
"We are like a family, we grew up together and only have each other, When he couldn't be contacted you know how devastated I was, he was rarely at home because he was always away with his clients, I was also busy at that time and couldn't see him, he also said when he found out he was pregnant, he was almost depressed, and I felt bad because I wasn't beside him at that time," Jimin said.
"But that man didn't know about Jin's pregnancy, Why didn't he tell that man?" Jungkook said.
"I don't know, he's really good, the best I know, I'm sure he was thinking about a lot of things at that time, he was discussing something, I forget what it was, but it was about a problem that the man was feeling, gosh what is that..." Jimin said.
"Matchmaking?" Jungkook said.
"Ah yes, matchmaking, how did you know?" Jimin said.
"Because isn't that a common problem?" Jungkook said.
"Hm yeah but you answered it correctly," Jimin said.
"I just guessed," Jungkook said.
"Yeah, maybe he thought about that, and he knows they don't know each other, It happened because of their chances, not because of love and yeah I think like that," Jimin said and Jungkook just sighed, he already got the answer, but that reality destroyed him.
Meanwhile, in another place, Jin, who was sitting on the floor, lying his head on Soobin's bed, could only cry. He didn't know what he should do. If Jungkook knew the truth and if Jimin knew the truth. He doesn't want to lose his best friend, Jimin is the only one he has right now.
"Appa..." Soobin called him and Jin realized that his crying might wake his son, he quickly wiped his tears and looked at Soobin.
"Yes sweetheart, are you thirsty?" Jin said and Soobin shook his head.
"Why is my Appa crying?" Soobin wiped away the tears on Jin's cheeks and Jin took his son's tiny hand before kissing it.
"Appa's okay," Jin said.
"Appa, don't cry, hm? Hug Binnie, Appa," Soobin said, Those were the words Jin always said to his son when Soobin cried.
"Ohh Soobin," Jin immediately hugged his son and cried, the tears he could no longer hold back. He was afraid of losing Soobin, he was afraid of losing Jimin, he just felt afraid.
"Appa...it's not Uncle Jimin's fault, I wanted the ice cream," Soobin said and Jin looked at him.
"Oh sweetheart, Appa doesn't blame Uncle Jimin, Appa doesn't blame you either, The most important thing right now is that you're okay," Jin said.
"Then why is Appa crying? Did someone hurt Appa?" Soobin said.
"No Binnie, Appa is just afraid that Binnie will leave Appa," Jin said.
"Binnie left Appa? Where is Binnie going?" Soobin said.
"Binnie will stay with Appa, right?" Jin said and Soobin nodded.
"Appa loves Soobin," Jin said.
"Binnie loves Appa too," Soobin said.
Maybe the day that Jin is afraid of will soon come when honesty can no longer be hidden, and if that day comes, maybe he will have to let it all go, but not with Soobin.
To be continued...
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