Nothing is Missing, But You | Jinkook

Chapter 17

When they arrived at the hospital, Jimin and Jungkook looked very worried, They ran towards Jin's place and Jimin immediately hugged him tightly, Jungkook stopped right behind Jimin and could see how sad Jin was at that time.

"Jin, what happened?" Jimin said.

"Jimin, the doctor said, he has early-stage leukemia, he's just a kid, he doesn't know anything, why? Why did this have to happen to him? Why not me?" Jin said and it surprised Jungkook.

"What? Leukemia?" Jungkook said.

"Oh god, Jin he will be fine, trust me he will be fine, where is he?" Jimin said as he let go of Jin.

"He's inside, I can't see him now," Jin said.

"Jin—"

"Jimin, come in and meet Soobin," Jungkook said.

"Yeah, then I'll go in first, hm? Stay here with Jungkook," Jimin said and he immediately entered.

Jin looked at Jungkook while crying and Jungkook immediately hugged him, making Jin cry even more.

"Why him? My Soobin!! Why not me?" Jin said.

"Hey, he needs you, so don't be like this, he'll be fine Jin," Jungkook said.

"He's all I have," Jin said.

"He will get better, I promise, we will make him get better," Jungkook said and suddenly the door opened, Jennie appeared there surprising them both, Jin immediately pushed Jungkook and turned to Jennie.

"Oh Mr. Jin, Soobin is awake," Jennie said and Jin immediately went inside with Jungkook.

"Appa.." Soobin said and Jin immediately hugged his son and kissed him, Jungkook was also there near Soobin.

"Oh my dear, baby are you okay? What happened?" Jin said.

"Soobin's head hurts so much, Soobin tried to call Aunt Jennie but it hurt too much," Soobin said and Jin continued to hug his son.

"Ohh my Binnie, I'm sorry sweetheart, I'm sorry," Jin said.

Meanwhile, Jennie continued to pay attention to Jungkook, she felt that his face was very similar to Soobin's, or vice versa. It's strange because he knows Jungkook is Jimin's husband.

Jin didn't take his hands off Soobin at all, seeing his son sleeping like that made him more worried, Maybe Soobin hadn't opened up to him all this time because he was always far from Soobin. It was his fault and Jin wouldn't stop blaming himself.

Only Jin was there, he asked Jennie to go home, and so did Jimin and Jungkook. Jin lowered his head into the bed and cried silently again, It hurt but he didn't want to wake Soobin.

Jin couldn't hold himself back any longer, he chose to leave Soobin for a while to release his sadness, but when Jin opened the door he was surprised because Jungkook was there.

"Oh god, Jungkook, why are you still here?" Jin said.

"I can't leave you alone in a condition like this," Jungkook said.

"W-What? Oh no, you have to go, I'm fine, I can take care of everything myself," Jin said.

"But he's my son!" Jungkook said and Jin just stared at him.

"I know, but right now, your husband, Jimin is pregnant, and he also needs your attention, I'm still here who look after him but there's no one to look after Jimin, Just go home," Jin said and pushed Jungkook out but Jungkook held his hand.

"Let me be here to look after him too, I don't want to regret not being by his side," Jungkook said when their eyes met.

"Jungkook—"

"I beg you," Jungkook said.

"What about Jimin?" Jin said.

"He's okay," Jungkook said.

"I mean, what if he finds out you're here and-"

"Jin, can you stop thinking about that? He should understand if he knows everything," Jungkook said.

"No!! Don't ever say anything to him about this, about us," Jin said.

"The doctor said, he needs a blood donor before starting other treatment and I know he has rare blood like me, You can't stop me from coming to see my son Jin, he needs me, only I can donate blood to him," Jungkook said.

"I'm scared Jungkook, what if he gives up and leaves me?" Jin said.

"Hey, don't say that, he'll be fine, trust me, we can still heal him," Jungkook said with his hand still holding Jin's.

"But all that treatment will only hurt him, he's still little," Jin said and the tears flowed again, Jungkook wiped the tears from his cheeks.

"We will do our best for him," Jungkook said.

***

Night came, Jungkook saw Jin sleeping in a chair with his head lowered on Soobin's bed, very uncomfortable.

"Jin, wake up," Jungkook said and Jin woke up from his sleep.

"Oh, are you still here? What time is it?" Jin said.

"At 10 pm, I have to go home, Jimin called me," Jungkook said.

"Oh yeah sure, go home," Jin said, he stood up to walk Jungkook to the door.

"Jin," Jungkook said.

"Hm?" Jin said.

"You still have my number, right?" Jungkook said.

"Ahh yeah, why?" Jin said.

"Call me, tell me all the news about Soobin," Jungkook said.

"Oh yeah," Jin said.

"Are you sure it's okay if you're alone, I can stay here and-"

"No! Just go home, he needs you," Jin said.

"Okay, call me, whenever you need me, I'll be there for you and Soobin," Jungkook said and left them alone.

Jin came back and felt his body was very sore because of his uncomfortable sleep, but he turned to Soobin who was sleeping soundly. His face was a little pale unlike usual and he had only slept all day.

The pain in Jin's body at that time was incomparable to the pain that his son might have been feeling all this time. He gently stroked Soobin's tiny face, reminding him of Jungkook, that face was indeed Jungkook's face. Even though he couldn't have Jungkook, he already had him through Soobin and that was more than enough.

To be continued...