Standing here, looking at the stars makes me think of a particular someone. I hope he is happy wherever he is cause my heart aches even at the thought of him. He was my everything, my sole reason to live, yet a part of me always craved for someone else. I don't know how it was possible to love two people at a time. But now if I look into it , it was quite simple.
I am a polyamorous. Maybe, maybe not. Cause after them, I've found myself unable to love. Not even my parents , for that matter. I, Saorise Aiden,is in desperate need of some love, not because I'm a hopeless romantic but because I think experiencing love is so fulfilling and satisfactory, when you're so in love that you act insane. I don't think I miss the people I used to love anymore. I miss love itself. Love is a wonderful feeling, a thing that can change you, break you into pieces or make you. But this story is not about love. It's about guilt, so strong which made me cut my veins in the bathtub. Yes, I'm dead at the end of the story. But death is not the biggest loss, it's what dies inside us when we live. I buried my faith with Adrien. Now it's six feet in the ground with me and him. I hope Phoenix is happy though, he means the world to me.
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Letters Of Apology
RomanceDear Adrien, I'm sorry for what I did to your heart, but I loved him to death.....I couldn't afford making you sad but loving him was something I couldn't control. I hope someday you will forgive me for what I did to your fragile heart. But it was...
